Nightmares -Saiouma/Oumasai-

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Saihara's POV

My eyes suddenly shot open when Kokichi started shaking uncontrollably. I sat up and tried to shake him awake to no avail. Kokichi what is happening? I pulled him close to me and rubbed his back. While he was in my arms he leaned into me and started to whimper.

Saihara-chan please don't leave me

I don't want to be alone again

I love you

Please

Please

Please

Don't leave me

I know I don't deserve this

But I will try to give you everything I can

I will try my best to be able to make sure you're ok

Don't worry about me

Please don't leave me

I know that these happen more often than not, but I wish I could do something. I would do anything to help him. What can I do to make his pain go away? I could feel tears starting to fall down my face and dropping onto his head. I only held him closer and started softly whispering reassurances into his ear.

It's going to be ok

Kokichi I love you

I'm here for you

I'm not going anywhere

It's ok now

I'm right here

I love you so much

You are never going to be alone.

I was trying to calm down so I could calm him down. My tears lessened and my voice wasn't cut off by hiccups and sobs. I held his head into my chest as his shaking increased. I could feel my anxiety skyrocket.

What will I do?

Kokichi's POV

They all hate you

You are a waste of anyone's time

They will never care about you

It's not true!

But Shuichi is different!

You think he cares about you

He is NO DIFFERENT THAN THE REST OF THEM

More sobs and screams burst through my throat hoping that the noise would just stop. I didn't want to hear this anymore. I know it's true but it still hurts. I don't want to do this anymore. Shuichi I'm sorry-

It's going to be ok

Saihara-chan? I looked around desperately looking for the source of the voice.

Kokichi I love you

I'm here for you

I'm not going anywhere

I could feel tears of joy fall down my face.

He loves me and he cares about me.

I'm loved.

I'm cared for.

I'm important to someone.

Saihara-chan loves and cares about me.