All I Have Is All You Gave To Me [Young!Aizawa x Reader]

8 Glycerine - Bush

I'm never alone

I'm alone all the time

It was only during lunch break that I woke up from my nap. I wasn't really fast asleep at any point, but I was just in some sort of half-awake, half-asleep state all the time. I was woken up from that when three people came into Recovery Girl's room and when I smelt some nice, warm food.

"You woke her up, you dumbass!"

"Bullshit, I didn't. She was already awake."

"You know she'll have to wake up anyway, if she wants to have some lunch that's still warm, right?"

It took me a while to see who was standing next to the bed I was in. It wasn't really who I expected to see, but I was glad nonetheless. There was Aizawa with his hands in his pockets, looking bored and indifferent as usual. There was Shirakumo, holding a bag with something that looked like a packed lunch. And then there was Yamada who seemed genuinely confused by the entire situation.

"Hey, guys. I was more or less awake already." I said to them, my voice sounding groggy and tired.

"Oh, hey (L/N)! We brought you some food from the canteen, we figured you might be hungry. Shouta here said you'd probably be okay to go back to class after lunch, so we figured we'd get you." Shirakumo explained and held up the plastic bag. I sat up in the bed with a smile.

"That actually smells so good. Thank you for thinking of me, guys." I replied. Why were they being so nice to me? They had literally just found out that I never admitted to my friends I had gotten detention and that I was hanging out with them, but they were still somehow nice to me?

"Of course. We're detention buddies, right?" Yamada chimed in. Shirakumo placed the bag in front of me on the bag and sat down at my side with Yamada following suit. Aizawa just let himself fall face first onto the end of the bed.

"Are you not going to the canteen to eat something?" I asked. Yamada and Shirakumo looked at each other and started laughing. I gave Aizawa a confused look and he just shrugged.

"They brought all our food up here. We're just gonna have lunch here. Too much effort to go back all the way to the canteen." he mumbled.

"Are we even allowed to eat in here?" I wondered.

"What are they gonna do? Give us detention?" Yamada replied and started taking a takeaway box of food out of the bag.

"Now, we didn't know exactly what kind of food you liked, so we just brought four different things and you can have whatever you want and we'll fight over the three other meals. Okay?" Shirakumo told me.

"You are... why are you so nice to me?" I asked, feeling some tears well up in my eyes. My God, I was emotional today.

"But... I don't understand. Why wouldn't we be nice to you?" Yamada said, again looking genuinely confused. Aizawa looked up and sighed, giving me one of his lazy looks. He turned around so he was lying on his back.

"She feels bad for not admitting to her bitchy friends that she was hanging out with us. And she thinks that we're just the same as them, so we'll hate her for that." he said as if he was reiterating it for the millionth time.

"Woah, Shouta, where the hell did that come from?" Yamada asked. Aizawa sighed again and folded his hands over his chest.

"Come on, it's pretty obvious. Oh yeah, by the way, (L/N), the two of us are going to detention for another week, starting today. Thought you might wanna know." he mumbled, as his eyes slowly fell shut.

"Is... is he asleep?" I asked.

"Yeah, probably." Shirakumo answered and started eating his lunch.

"Shouta is a tired boy." Yamada agreed. I looked down at the lunch in front of me. I was really damn hungry, so I grabbed a pair of chopsticks and started digging in. Eating something made me feel ten times better.

"So... any of what Shouta said true?" Shirakumo asked with a full mouth after a while. I shrugged.

"Well... I guess? I mean... I've been friends with Hideko since my childhood and with Yuki all throughout middle school. I've noticed that Yuki has... changed. Like, she's gotten mean somehow. But I've been friends with them so long, you know?" I started explaining, while the two of them just nodded and kept eating.

"And they've been making a point of avoiding the three of you and I felt really bad about it, because I didn't see their problem with you guys. I thought you were nice. But I was scared of saying anything, because I was scared to lose them. Which is really dumb, honestly, because especially Yuki has been a pretty shitty friend lately." I said and felt a tear roll down my cheek. My God, I couldn't believe how emotional I was getting in front of these guys. What was wrong with me?

"Aw, no, (L/N), don't cry, please!" Yamada exclaimed, putting his lunch to the side and hugging me tightly. I laughed a little, while more tears were streaming down my face. This was terrible.

"I'm sorry, I don't even know why I'm like this. I just feel so bad, because you are really nice and I never actually said anything and I don't even deserve you being this nice to me." I said quickly, before my voice would start quivering again.

"If you're gonna start crying then I'll cry, please stop." Yamada said loudly. I saw Aizawa blinking and opening one eye.

"It's okay, (L/N), really. Don't even worry about it. None of us is mad or anything. Like, I get it, it's scary losing your friends. I wouldn't have said anything to you this morning, if I had known!" Shirakumo added. Aizawa sat up, looking like he was trying to assess the situation, find out what was going on.

"Why are you crying, (L/N)? Why is Yamada crying?" he then asked in a tired voice, completely oblivious to what was going on.

"Shut up, Shouta, you started this." Yamada replied.

"No, no, he's right - there's no reason to be crying. If they can't cope with me having friends they don't like then they're shit friends and there's no point crying over them. I'll just keep hanging with Aizawa in detention, I guess." I said while wiping away the tears that were still on my cheeks. I probably looked like a complete mess at this point and we'd have to go back to class soon.

"There you go. If they don't want to be your friends anymore, you've still got us." Shirakumo replied with a big smile.

"Thank you, guys. I'm sorry for getting so emotional earlier, I think it was just all the training and the lack of sleep and the whole situation that made me so emotional." I said. Recovery Girl had been healing me up a little and I had realized how good it felt when my muscles weren't sore.

"It's fine. Come on, let's get out of here." Yamada said and hopped off the bed. I smiled and crawled out of the bed, a little sad I couldn't get some extra sleep and some extra rest. Shirakumo got up and poked Aizawa who was still lying on his bed, looking up straight at the ceiling.

"Come on, Shouta, we gotta get back."

"Fuck off, Oboro, this bed is way too comfy for me to leave. I've got detention anyway and I'd give anything to skip PE." Aizawa mumbled.

"Yeah, as if we're gonna suffer without you. Come on, move your ass." Shirakumo said to him. Aizawa sighed dramatically and got up slowly.

"Fiiiiiiine." he commented.

"And, (L/N)? Don't worry. You're with us now."