12 Creep - Radiohead

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- Aizawa POV -


I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special



I was sprawled out on Oboro's futon, looking up at the ceiling while he was spinning around in his office chair. We were waiting for Hizashi and (L/N) to arrive. Since we had the day off we decided to have a sleepover. (L/N) was probably not going to be allowed to stay the night, but she seemed quite set on at least coming over to hang out. I had already been here since yesterday, staying over at Oboro's little apartment for the entire time we were off school.

My parents didn't much care for where I was. Or maybe they did, but they would never go and look for me anywhere. They probably hadn't even noticed that I was gone. They only ever noticed me when they got angry at me, so they could let all their anger out on me. I had gotten used to it over the years.

"Hey, Shou, whatcha thinking of?" Oboro asked me, completely out of the blue. I just shrugged.

"Nothing really." I answered and sat up. I saw him grinning at me and wiggling his eyebrows, as if he was trying to tell me something.

"Not thinking of (L/N), no?" he wanted to know. I rolled my eyes, blushing a little. Why had I told him that I liked her? It was late at night and I was tired. Oboro had 100% taken advantage of that.

"Shut it." I muttered. Of course I was thinking of her now. It wasn't like I never had a crush on a girl before, but this one seemed serious. And I had absolutely no time for it. I was already not doing too well in the hero course. I had neither the time nor the energy to focus on some girl.

But then again it was (Y/N). She was beautiful, there was no doubt about that. Her messy (h/c) hair framing that perfect face with that perfect smile that made my heart skip a beat every time she looked at me. Her (e/c) eyes that always seemed so warm and kind. Her laugh, the way she just kept quiet sometimes, the way she talked and how easy it was to talk to her...

This was serious and it had to stop. Now. I had no time for thinking about girls. Especially thinking about girls I had absolutely no chance with. And I most definitely had no chance with (F/N). I mean, she was friends with us now, but her old friends had seen us as complete freaks. She was nice to me and all, but she probably still thought I was a freak or a creep with a villain quirk.

"Aw, come on, Shou. What do you like about her? I mean, apart from the fact that she's cute and all." Oboro asked. I sighed.

"For starters, she is kind. She hangs out with all of us and we're all complete losers, if we're being realistic here. I haven't heard her say a single bad thing about any of us and that's something. And she's brave. She stood up to all her old friends, she stood up for me when those guys tried to stab my eyes, and she didn't mind going to detention for another whole week, just so she could make sure I was alright. And now look where it has gotten her." I said. I usually wasn't talking that much, but Oboro just had a way about him that got me out of my shell.

"What do you mean?"

"She's getting the same treatment as all of us. She honestly deserves better than that." I mumbled. It was really bothering me that she was getting teased and bullied like the rest of us, just because she was hanging out with us. It wasn't fair on her. Most of the teachers now already saw her as a trouble maker, simply because she was friends with the three of us. And neither of us was in any position to get her out of that situation. The only thing we had to offer was our friendship.

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