All I Have Is All You Gave To Me [Young!Aizawa x Reader]

50 The Lovecats - The Cure

Then curl up by the fire

And sleep for awhile
It's the grooviest thing
It's the perfect dream

I was waiting around nervously for Maiko, one of the girls from my class. She was usually nice to me and... well, I kind of had a lack of female friends right now, so she was probably the best candidate for this. I couldn't believe I was about to do this. Asking her to go out for a coffee had already felt weird.

I mean, we weren't even that close, but I guess that... well, she was the first one to really know that I was crushing on Shouta and she had always been nice to me, no matter what any of the other girls would say. She seemed like a nice person and probably the closest thing I had to a female friend.

And sure, I had Oboro and Hizashi, but... this wasn't a thing I could really talk about with a guy. It just... no. Especially not with those two. Both of them were Shouta's friends as well, so that was just... it was not an option. Because this talk? This was the sex talk. The 'I think I'm ready to sleep with my boyfriend, what now?' talk. Oboro and Hizashi were not the right people for that.

I was nervously sipping on my coffee, as I was waiting for Maiko to arrive. She had mentioned she might be running a little late, because she had been doing some extra training for the provisional licensing exam. (Which I honestly should have been doing, too, but I was just way too wrecked for that.)

I heard the door of the cafe opening and looked up to see Maiko walking in in her U.A. uniform. I smiled nervously and waved at her until she finally noticed me and came up to me to sit down at my table.

"Hey, (F/N)!" she greeted me, taking off her coat and hanging it over the back of the chair. I gulped down the sip of coffee I had just taken. Oh God, this was going to get so damn embarrassing.

"Hi, Maiko. Thanks for doing this for me, I... uh... I really appreciate it." I muttered and scratched the back of my neck.

"Sure, no problem at all. So... what exactly is this about?" Maiko wanted to know. I looked at her and sighed. Shit. How did I ever think I could do this? This was ridiculous. I mean, yeah, we talked at school and all, but this was a best friend kind of scenario and... shit, my best friends were Shouta, Hizashi and Oboro.

"Okay, this is really, really embarrassing and if you think I'm a total weirdo - I get it. You can leave whenever you want to, no judgment. So, basically... I have a huge lack of female friends, but you've been nice to me all this time and all, so I figured maybe you'd be the right person to have this kinda talk with and..."

"Are you... a lesbian?" Maiko asked. I furrowed my eyebrows at her in confusion. How... how did she arrive at that conclusion?

"I... no...?"

"You're questioning?"

"No. No, definitely not. I'm very much into guys, I... sorry, that probably came off weird. Anyway."

"You want me to go on a date with either Oboro or Hizashi, is that it?" Maiko wanted to know with a curious look.

"No! No, that's not it at a-wait... do you want to? Because I could probably arrange that, you know..."

Maiko looked at me with a raised eyebrow, as if she was offended I was even suggesting that, before giggling a little and turning away shyly. She looked like she was blushing. How was she so perfectly cute and girly while I was here like... like some sort of fucking gremlin? God, this was weird.

"Uhm... I mean... Hizashi's kinda cute..." she said and giggled again. I probably looked extremely weirded out at this point, because... well... Hizashi? I mean, he was like a brother to me. It was really weird to hear someone describe him as cute and get all flustered over him.

"Uh... sure... I... I'm sure I can ask him or something... but that's really not what I'm here about. The thing is, I need to talk about something and it's a best friend kind of talk and... well, I don't have many female friends... or rather I don't have any of them. So, I figured you came closest to that description. And it's going to be a really awkward talk, so buckle up." I said to her.

"Are you pregnant? Is Aizawa actually gay and just found out? Does he want you to have a threesome or a foursome with the rest of the gang?" Maiko asked so matter-of-factly that I almost spit out my drink.

"What the fuck, Maiko? I thought you were like... super innocent and shit." I said and coughed.

"Yeah, but it doesn't mean I haven't heard of stuff. I mean, you said no judgment, right? That goes both ways." she replied and shrugged while slurping her iced coffee. I just stared at her.

"O... kay... well, sorry to disappoint you, it's not either of those things. It is about Shouta, though." I told her. Her face lit up with excitement immediately, before she had a kind of scared expression on her face.

"You... you didn't break up, did you? That would be... really, really sad." she said. I shook my head.

"No. Quite the opposite. So... uh... we've been going out for a while and all and we've been... uh... getting closer. And stuff. So, uhm... obviously, I've been... well, I've been thinking about... sleeping with him and all and... ugh, this is so fucking embarrassing." I muttered.

"You wanna sleep with him, but you're nervous and you wanted to have the traditional girl pep talk?" Maiko asked.

"Yeah... that. That's what I've been trying to say for like half an hour. Sorry, this is super awkward."

"It's not at all awkward! It's fine. Seriously, I don't even mind. I feel kinda honoured you'd be coming to me with that, I never really had this whole girl talk thing before!" she replied, sounding excited again.

"You haven't? But you get along with everyone so well..."

"Yeah, well, it's not really enough to be called anyone's friend apparently. Honestly, I get along with people, but I only know most of them really superficially. So this is super cool for me." Maiko told me with her eyes gleaming. Okay, well... now I felt almost kinda weird. But whatever. It was what it was.

"Alright, okay, well... I do want to... you know... do it with him, but... well... I am nervous and I have no idea how to bring it up, because... it would just be weird to talk about it, you know?"

"I know, it must feel like a really weird thing to talk about, but... well, I mean... I'm sure it will be fine, once you bring it up and all. It's important to talk about, after all. I mean... how else are you ever going to... you know... get it on?"

"Yeah, I know. Just... ugh, I'm really nervous. Like, it's probably gonna hurt, won't it? And I mean, I know about using protection and all that and whatnot, but... what if we do it all right and I get pregnant anyway? Like what if I'm that 0.1%?" I wanted to know. Of course I was being a little paranoid, but... God, the shame of actually getting pregnant in high school... this was terrible.

"Relax, it won't happen. If you're too scared, don't do it. And if you really want it... well, it won't be that bad, just... make sure to use protection, okay? And uhm... okay, I don't know if this is really inappropriate to ask or not, but... uh... how far did you go?" Maiko wanted to know in a hushed voice.

"Uh, we... well, he... uhm... we kind of..." I stammered, blushing furiously. How the hell was I going to say that without sounding super weird? Maiko leaned in and chuckled, as she blushed a little herself.

"Come on, just say it!"

"Third base."

"Oh. My. God. (F/N)! You've basically done it, I don't even know what you're worried about! So, uhm... how was it?"