So I don't forget again

Entry 177: Hebra West Summit

I should find a Lynel. They have a skill with the bow that even the Rito's technique doesn't seem to have, the ability to shoot unaffected by the wind. I should study it, figure out how it works. If I intend on getting stronger I have to learn everything I can.

I don't know how else to get stronger other than making some new fighting style that can allow me to beat anything unscathed.

As much as I like training with others, I always beat them. I have no other way to tell if I'm getting any better. But I have too find a better one. If I die again, I may not be able to be taken to the Revitalizing Chamber again. Yes I can eat to heal so I could more easily survive, but... How far can this power go? Can I lose an arm or something and grow a new one b eating, or sleeping, or resting in a hot spring? I don't want to see the extent of this, in case it can't go that far, so I need to be good enough to beat it without getting hurt.

I just can't stop thinking about this. Other than finding the Master Sword, this is all I have left, and I'm just so terrified. I don't know how I'm going to beat it, I don't even know what it is! All I know for certain is that it has the power to destroy the world, that's it. It's nothing like the Nightmares I've fought before. I even had help fighting them, but the Calamity...

How am I going to do this?

Even my writing is getting sloppy with how much I'm shaking from the thought of facing the thing. In the past the guardians were to help us battle, but we don't have them. All that is left is me. How can I on my own defeat this thing, when even with others I had failed.

When will I even feel ready to face it though? I'll just waltz up to it one day and fight it? It just, the thought sounds so unbelievable. To have the gall to believe I'm that strong, to believe I myself have the power to end the world, just as it, that I am on equal grounds as it.

I have to make up for the lack of power from Zelda, Mipha, Daruk, Revali, Urbosa, and the guardians, maybe even the Master Sword if I can't find it. How could I even make up for all that?

Bossa Nova is still napping. I feel like I should be doing more right now, but I don't know what. I guess I could try making new techniques, but there's only so much I can do in this little place. The storm is still raging so I shouldn't step out.

Maybe I can step out though? I fought a Lynel in a storm before, so I should be able to train in a snowstorm. Maybe I can figure out how they do it without studying one. Hopefully I won't lose too many arrows.