So I don't forget again

Entry 190: Mercay Island

We were at the crossroads that leads to the Domain and to Death Mountain and Akkala. We ran into Torfeau on patrol, well actually she had been station recently by Mercay island. I asked her to look after Bossa Nova for a while

I just don't want him to get hurt.

He got curious when I took many things out of his saddlebags.

He kept escaping and following me. I spent the whole day going down the path only for Bossa Nova to be not far behind and Torfeau chasing after him.

Torfeau was going to tell me something about Sidon and the letter I had sent him, but quickly shushed herself and told me to forget about it.

I could take Bossa Nova to the Domain. See Sidon and get new medicine before going, but that'd just be relying on him again, like I always do. I won't be able to depend on him when facing the Calamity, so I need to be used to that by then, or else

Though if he wants something I shouldn't keep him waiting. Maybe I could visit him without leaving Bossa Nova, but since I'm there anyway I might as well as. I'm sure Sidon would love to see Bossa Nova again.

We're staying on the island for the night. I could sneak off while he's sleeping, but that would just be mean. Clearly he wants to keep journeying with me, and he can get along with just about anyone so he should be safe.

I'm just scared.

But if he refuses to leave me, then I just have to get better. I have no other choice. I just need to figure out how.

But, I don't think I can ever bring him to that forest. When I go there, I'll have to leave him with Sidon. I don't think I can take doing it any other way. But can I even handle going there myself? I was so overwhelmed the other day. I'm not sure how I can ever face going there. I'll have to go there one day, and I know I can't on my own but I can't with anyone.