So I don't forget again

Entry 181: ???

I'm sorry I was so careless. I'm sorry for leaving Bossa Nova. I'm sorry I lost my memories, letting them get so dirty and tattered, and now wet from my tears.

I really messed up. I really REALLY messed up. At least, none of the pages were torn out, or too damaged. I can't say the same for Bossa Nova, I don't even know where he is, or where I left him, or if the Yiga have gone to kill him, I just left him in the middle of nowhere, and I don't even have a clue where we were.

When we were traveling, I saw the fire beast. Kass was right, it appeared in the canyon. Bossa Nova and I had to race after it, but a cliff got in the way. I didn't have the time to bring Bossa Nova up, so I told him I'd return to him right after I got the scale.

Though it seemed to just be lumbering through the air, it's so fast. Even implementing the Rito techniques my arrows would not reach. I started panicking, I had no idea if I'd ever see it again, and I was terrified of failing, and not freeing it. Momentarily I went mad, freezing a stone in time, hitting it as much as I could, then before time could run out I held on to it, and we were both sent flying through the air, cutting through it like an arrow, but I had miscalculated, the beast began flying in a different direction. I shot arrow after arrow, just hoping any would hit. But I was plummeting further and further away. I was by the canyon sides I opened my paraglider in time to soften the fall, but I still hit the wall and...

I think I rolled; I know I hit the wall several more times. When I stopped I heard this loud ringing in my head, and my body refused to move. I couldn't think or do anything and my head was just filled with that sound. I also felt like large, sharp stones were being jabbed into me, when I eventually came to my senses I found that was not the case, but I have several large bruises, I think things inside me might be broken, or at least really shaken out of place. I can hardily keep balance now. I only realized that now when writing.

I didn't notice at first because the first thing I checked was my memories, but it was missing, and I was just running and climbing around till now. My head is throbbing.

I don't have food. Rivali's bow is damaged, but usable, though the quiver broke and I only have two arrows. I left all my weapons other than Sidon's dagger with Bossa Nova. Thankfully it wasn't far from me when I awoke. My other items, I don't know, my head's really getting to me now. I need to find food, than Bossa Nova. He better be safe. He better not have followed me, I don't think he could survive fa

I never thought of that NEVER

don't even acknowledge the thought