SO.
MUCH.
HYPE.
Fucking hell the new batman game come out in a little less than 2 months and I think I might have a freaking heart attack before it even does!!! I MEAN JASON FUCKING TODD IS IN IT AS THE RED FUCKING HOOD AND I GET TO FUCKING PLAY AS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For those of you who don't know Jason Todd is like the one character I am obsessed with, and I mean OBSESSED. He bring out the ugly side of me thats pure fanboy. Yes it's that bad. But what can I say I just love everything about him. Anywhore, it's been a while since I've been this excited for something, like I literally think I'm gonna have a heart attack from all the hype. Also international Batman day was yesterday (best way to celebrate was finding my red hood and arkham knight comic book in the mail) and today is free comic book day, WOOT!
Ok so now away from my Geekyness and onto my transmanliness, since that was sort of the purpose of writing this journal. I'm planning on getting a job with my dad this summer in order to save up for transition, y'know stuff like therapy and hormones and surgery an' shit. Also you won't believe who's gonna buy me a new binder fro GC2B with the proper measurements and shit. No, I'm serious you wont be able to guess.
Wait for it...
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My mom.
Yup, just let that sink in for a minuet.
Yes the wicked bitch of the fucking west said she would buy me a binder. She said it was the same cost as a bra so she would get me one. My mom and I have actually have been on a lot better terms as of late. She's trying to go more gender neutral, and is actually apologizing when she says my daughter and corrects to child. I mean part of me wants to hope, but another part of me knows how burned I've gotten. It also puts a damper on my plan to get a mohawk and dye it neon green before graduation because we've been on good terms do I really wanna ruin it over a stupid graduation. At the same time it's my graduation and me parting from highschool, I may have to leave with them calling out the name Katharine, but I want it to be on my terms.
Anyway not much else to say at this moment. If anybody wants me to talk about any trans related stuff in this journal just post in the coments, or if you wanna ask a more personal question (for you not me, ask away about my personal shit) or just want to talk/need some private advice just message me and I'll try and get back to you soon as I can but I'm not on too much lately. Alrighties little hoodies I'm gonna go now.
Btw, anybody who calls me J-bird and gets the reference I will love for life and you shall forever be my arsenal from that point on, lol.
\\ oh my gosds am I an idot, thought I posted this a couple hours ago, oh well better late than never I guess :P
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