I'm debating quitting robotics. Gods it pains me just to say that, but it just isn't fun for me anymore, I just don't feel like part of the team. Add that to my mom telling my sister she doesn't know who "Corner" is after using the nickname for the millionth time while I was sitting right in front of her, and you got a recipe for stirring up all the hurt hidden deep inside. Just fuck me, I got a life I want but still have to deal with my parents bullshit, they still haven't even gotten me a fucking therapist yet and it's been almost a year since I wrote my "chickenshit" letter. Just fuck.
On the bright side I get to see Ilsa after school today for a bit and give her her belated pres for the holidays. Jo's is also almost done too, just need to outline and pick up one last thing.
Sorry this is short it's like 2AM right now, but if you have netflix or get the chance to, watch Jack and the Cuckoo Clock Heart it's a great animated movie. I loved the music, animation and plot, and I really wanna cosplay Jack now. Especially in his frightener outfit and learn how to play/sing the ghost train song on guitar. Well that's it for now, I have a lot more to say but am too tiered to say it, night.
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RandomI cut my hair short cuz I wanted it to be like a guys. But everyone still told me I looked pretty. I bought a binder only for cosplay. I ended up wearing it every day. I am a boy. So why does everyone see a girl...
