Am I wrong? To say I'm a boy, to think my parents are against me, to think that I have problems. There are so many people in worse situations than me, people who's parents beat them up for being different, and here I am complaining that my sister is being a bitch for not letting my play videogames and that my parents are cruel for not giving me therapy. I just.... whats wrong with me, should I just accept it? Become the perfect, straight A, middle class, white girl. I have NO reason to wining when my friends have to take meds every night just to be considered "sane" by the people in white coats. I don't have any reason to be pulling this poor me stunt, it's just stupid and wrong, but I cant help it. Sigh, I need to learn how to suck it up, just accept my life as Kat. But if I do that then I kill myself, I kill Kage. Actually no, I've tried that and it doesn't work, I'd just be putting myself back in a cage and I can't do that again, I want people to accept me for myself to much. I just fuckin want people to see ME to see KAGE. But fuck I should just quit complainin, so yup. Anywho I saw Dom today and we had fun hanging out and that was cool, still haven't told him 'bout the whole trans* thing, but hey I'll figure it out. So yup, start classes in 6 days and all that junk. Well that's all I really feel like talkin 'bout right now so Ima gonna get goin, seeya.
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Confusion, FtM journal
RandomI cut my hair short cuz I wanted it to be like a guys. But everyone still told me I looked pretty. I bought a binder only for cosplay. I ended up wearing it every day. I am a boy. So why does everyone see a girl...
