Dream Class (Ale fanfiction)

Chapter 5:4

Den's POV
Kakatapos lang ng klase namin kay Miss Abi at ngayon ay hinihintay pa namin ang sunod naming prof. Naninibago pa rin ako sa bagong seating arrangement namin. I was in my solace but everything suddenly changed.

Agad akong napatingin sa direksyon ni Alyssa kasama si Daquis. Nagtatawanan sila kasama ang iba pang mga Dudes. Hindi ko alam pero ang close-close nilang tingnan na para bang ang tagal na nilang magkakakilala, nakakainggit lang. Which I envy more ay kung papanung malapit si Daquis sa kanila lalong lalo na kay Alyssa. And dahil sakanya ay ni hindi man lang ako kayang lapitan o bigyan ng pagkakataon ni Alyssa na makausap man lang. I miss her so much. And I admit may kasalanan din naman kasi ako.

Napasulyap ako kay Gonzaga which is silently reading books beside me. She became oddly quieter than before and I think it has something to do with Daquis. I can feel how hurt she is right now just like me. We're like in the same situation where we just wanted to be loved by someone whom we loved with all our hearts. The only difference between us is that she has the chance to prove her how much she loves her but just got turned down after while me? I only didn't even have the chance to tell her my feelings, I also got indirectly turned down because of her. 

I look around and I can feel the dull atmosphere around me.

Ella is not here. She's been missing in action since nung last day namin sa outing. Walang may alam kung nasan sya or what happened. Basta nalang syang naglahong parang bula. I also notice na parang aligaga din minsan si Ahomiro... Maybe she is worried kay Ella but more unusual ay hindi naman ganun si Tajima.

I know that there is something going on within the three. I know Tajima and Ahomiro  has something special for Ella, while Ella, I dont know about her if she also has feelings between the two. Ella is so hard to read. Ang hirap idistinguish kung ano man ang iniisip nya. Which sometimes I think of her as a weird person but in a good way naman. She, sometimes thinks and talk so deep and has a mysterious kind of aura.

Sometimes, I wish I could be Ella sometimes. I want to be like her that can easily set aside the hidden feelings she has in the back of her mind and do the things even if it could hurt her. She's the kind of person na kahit hindi mo sabihin ay nandyan palagi sa tabi mo. You don't need to say anything pero alam nyang kailangan mo ng taong makakaagapay. Ella is a savvy and the rationale one. She could spout things that are nonsense para sa iba but have sense naman pala talaga. And I can still remember the last time we talked. It gives me clarity in all the things that keep on running around my mind.

Flashback...
I am in the field right now. Malayong tinatanaw si Alyssa na ngayon ay naglalaro kasama ang iba nyang teammates. I can see passion in her eyes, and that's what I love about her.

Matagal ko ng gusto si Alyssa. The first time I saw her playing for the volleyball team at alam kong nakuha nya na ang puso ko. I tried to try out for the team para mapalapit sakanya but I got unlucky. While Ella got lucky and was chosen that time that's why I have the reason and the chance to go to their games or practice without being asked.

Unfortunately, after 2 years of playing, she decided to quit. I don't know the reason about it and Ella wasn't even telling me the reason why she quit and up until now, it was still unknown and kept hidden from anyone. All I know that it's deep and it resulted a chaos in the volleyball team. After Alyssa and Daquis left the team, Ella quit too. And after that, Alyssa started her career from the soccer and basketball team. Which of course, she debuted. I am so proud of her where until now, I stalked her kahit na magkaklase na kami.

I wanted to confess to her, but kapag nagkakachance ako ay parang may pumipigil sakin, and one particular reason for that is Daquis. I don't know what's their relationship with each other, but one thing I can guarantee that they are close to each other.