The Return of the Beast Princess

Chapter 133.5 - Love letter

To my dearest Insha,

I am sorry. I am sorry for we have failed you. We have promised with our lives that we will always protect you but, we failed.

We wanted to see you happy. We wanted to see your smile. If letting you meet the prince in secret and letting you continue to love each other would make you happy, we would gladly support and help you even if it breaks our hearts.

But I guess love is not enough to have the happiness that you long for last. For this love is the reason that also took you away from us.

Why would you give your life like that?

Why did you not even hesitate?

Why do you have to die instead of us?

You should have let us die in the hands of that murderer. Seeing you take that spear aimed at us with your fragile little body left us empty. The remaining sanity and peace within us left and only hatred and anguish filled our hearts.

Ignia went berserk and unstoppable. His rage and anger almost destroyed everything. He was destruction himself. What use is a world without you in it?

Nimbus' empathy was gone. He did not recognize who is his friend or who is his foe. He killed everyone who comes close to him. He lost his trust to others.

Solaris left his mortal body and held your soul with his. He sacrificed his body for you. His ability, he gave it to you. His soul protected yours, so you can be reborn, wherever future you will be.

And I, Kurma, left.

While my three brothers have gone mad, hopeless, unforgiving and ruthless, I, left them all. I went back here. The only place that we can regard as home for this is your home. I want to tell everyone everything. I want everyone to know what happened so they can protect you in the future. It is only a matter of time when I get to join you my dearest Insha to the other side.

I do not have scars, I was not wounded, my body is intact. But my will to live disappeared. It has gone.

I would not even have to try to kill myself because my heart will stop beating on its own. It would not want to leave you in death.

But before that happens, I will not let this chance pass. I have loved you my dearest Insha. A love not like a brother nor a friend can give. But a love that can rival the prince's. If ever given a chance, will you also love me like how you love the prince? I regret for not telling. I regret for everything is too late.

My dearest Insha, wherever you are, remember that me and my brothers love you and it will not change. With the last of my power, I will gather all our consciousness in one plane and wait for you. We will always wait for you.

We will be waiting my dearest Insha.

I love you.

Your devoted loyal guard and friend,

Kurma