Not for a Single Second - [Elizabeth Olsen]

Chapter 65: You Poked the Bear

I'm here for you still
And even if you don't think that I'm near
I'll still be right next to you, my dear
And the way you make me feel
Has the power to make the whole world stand still
Who's to say that our love ain't real?

Sleep Well - d4vd

⚠️️Trigger Warning: Violence, Blood⚠️

Y/N's POV

November 13th, 2023

It's been over a week since Becky's passing, and I don't know how to feel. Going to the will-reading and finding out Becky left me the ownership of her books, the most important thing in her life aside from Lewis and her family, kind of helped in the sense of having something special of hers to remember her by. It's not like all our memories together will be forgotten, but it just meant a lot to me that she thought I deserve to have them.

Another thing that I'm still not sure how to feel about is the fact that Becky gave me AND Lizzie the ownership of our story, with the condition of both of us working on making any kind of project out of it TOGETHER.

To be honest, I don't dislike that idea at all. It was a total dream to write it alongside Lizzie. Making a movie or a book out of it would just be another dream come true. Due to the sad circumstances of how everything happened, Lizzie and I couldn't talk much about our plans for the story moving forward, but I just hope she isn't opposed to the idea of us working together. After all, it was one of Becky's last wishes, and I'm so grateful to her for doing that.

I still can't believe she's gone though, and I can't get the idea that Becky knew she was going to die the day we went bike riding out of my head. My suspicions of her talking like she was saying goodbye weren't off at all, but thankfully we didn't actually say goodbye, and instead, we told each other how much we loved the other. That's the only thing that has helped me cope and somewhat enjoy my life after losing her.

I've been trying to focus on the wedding, especially since most of Katie's family is already here to attend the ceremony, and my aunt Carmen along with my uncle Joe and Didi arrived yesterday to support me as well. It was nice having our families together and sharing many laughs and memories, but I kind of left work to the side and now I'm all backed up with things I need to solve before the wedding and the honeymoon.

For starters, since the writers as well as the actors' strikes are over, Kevin Feige called me to arrange a meeting for the re-scripting of the 'Captain America: Brave New World' movie. I already knew they wanted to change some stuff from the original plot, but it seems there are more things left to change and to add to make this story fit within the whole MCU.

Another thing that I have to resolve is the scheduling of the press tour for 'The Greatest Love of My Life' now that the movie is finally done being edited, and I got the dates for the official release of the trailer and the movie itself. To top it all off, after the album release and the announcement of our tour, I have to leave everything organized before I leave with the band.

I also have many new artists waiting to sign a contract with 'Gyroscope Music'. I know that signing with me and starting their music careers are their ultimate dreams. I understand better than anyone so, I don't want to fail them. I've actually been having meetings with every manager and lawyer all morning, and I'm starting to feel like I'm about to collapse.

I was just checking over the schedule with the tour dates to make them fit in between the filming schedule with Marvel and my movie's press tour dates, when suddenly, the office phone on my desk started ringing.