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Stray Kids - Silent Cry pt. 2 | 🧸❤️‍🩹 |

Little: Felix

Caregiver: Stray Kids

Request/Idea - The author (Me)

Trigger warning: Blood, Self-harm, Cutting, Mention of eating disorders, Kidnapping, Therapy

I originally wasn't gonna do a part 2 for this but I ended up doing one so yea, enjoy. And before anyone asks, there isn't gonna be a part 3.

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So it's been quite a couple weeks since we've heard of Felix and what's been going on in his life so I'll catch you readers up on everything. The first and probably biggest thing that happened was Felix was now officially adopted by Chan, having his last name legally changed from 'Lee' to 'Bang'. The morning that Felix's parents were coming back from their trip, the last morning we saw everyone, Felix slipped back into his normal headspace not too long after breakfast. Felix, Rachel and Olivia's parents were supposed to be back home at around 4:30pm so there was time to come to a decision. And this decision was that after breakfast, Felix would head upstairs, pack up everything he owned, leave a vague note for his parents on his bed, bring his stuff back down and place it in front of the door. The eight boys would then go to an adoption agency and work everything out to adopt Felix. Felix tried convincing Rachel and Olivia to join him but they, for some strange reason, didn't want to. So Felix ended up leaving with the seven men by himself.

The next main thing that happened was the advancement of Felix's headspace. This was one of the most talked about topics between the eight men recently as they (Chan, Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Jisung, Seungmin and Jeongin) wanted to know how to properly care for little Lixie. And even though Chan already read the entries about littlespace in Felix's diary but let the younger explain what he wanted to. The main things Felix talked about was what Chan had read. He explained that he developped his headspace from multiple years of his parents' abuse, choosing to keep this new part of him and how his parents never found out. How little Lixie has been wanting a caregiver or multiple caregivers ever since he could remember, how Lixie promised to give his caregiver(s) so much affection that they'd never doubt his love being real. How Felix never bought anything for Lixie and therefore, the only thing his little side owned was Bbokkari which was a plushie Felix already had. Changbin was quick to promise Felix to take Lixie on a shopping spree to buy a bunch of little gear.

The third thing and final thing I will be explaining in detail was something that confused the seven men since Felix started living with them. Although he hadn't seen or heard from his parents in the past weeks, Felix still hosted some of the habits he had while living with parents and sisters. The seven men had been carefully monitoring Felix and making sure that sharp objects were out of his reach and watching him if he was using one, keeping an eye on how much food Felix ate per meal and giving him more if what he already ate wasn't enough, giving little Lixie as much affection and love as he wanted so the little would never feel like he should be left alone or was unwanted by them and more. Felix, however, managed to work around these unspoken rules between his hyungs and dongsaengs and isn't showing any signs of improvement.

~ Flashback, 1st example ~

Stray Kids weren't able to pick Felix up from school as all of them were busy with work so Felix ended up taking the bus home. A few days after getting settled in at his new house, Seungmin and Jeongin spent the weekend helping Felix memorize the new walking and bus routes he'd have to take going to and from school and home. That day of school was one of the last few days Felix was getting a report card as he was a senior and therefore, it was his last year. So, Felix was working harder than ever before to get 100s in all of his classes to hopefully get recognized (in a good way) by his parents. And when the others adopted him, Felix still wanted to prove himself, still felt the need to get 100s, nothing less than that. As per what he did one time back at his old house, Felix grabbed a piece of tape from the roll on his desk and taped the report card to Chan's office door. He then snuck back into his room, grabbing the blade shoved deep into his dresser, weirdly excited to feel the pain he hasn't felt in a while.