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Enhypen - Why don't you love me? | 🧸 |

Little: Niki

Caregiver: Enhypen (Mainly Heeseung, Jay and Jungwon)

Request/Idea - Agu2468

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The air was tense in Heeseung's, Jay's, Sunghoon's and Niki's dorm as those four members all sat in the living room, awaiting Jake, Sunoo and Jungwon. Niki had said he wanted to have a meeting with the rest of the members to discuss something important earlier that day. The maknae did state that he was pretty sure it wasn't bad which relieved some of the panic from his hyungs' shoulders. As nervous as he was, he wanted all of his hyungs to be there, he wanted all six of them to know. And what was the reason for the tenseness in the dorm of four? After a lot of back-and-forth between Niki and his own brain, he concluded that he'd tell the members about his headspace.

Jungwon, Sunoo and Jake eventually all did arrive at the other dorm, immediately taking note of how tense their youngest looked. And it was not a good sight, he did not look good. There was this look of fear in his eyes accompanied by the obvious nervousness as he turned his head when the members arrived. The three members all made their way towards the living room. Niki had his arms resting on his legs, leaning forward slightly while watching each member sit down. The maknae didn't mean to look intimidating but to some of the older hyungs, it looked like it. Niki's hands started shaking ever so slightly when Heeseung gestured for him to start. He closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths before opening them again. His hands were still shaking but slowed down to more of a tremble.

This was it, there was no going back now.

"So, I'm... well, I don't really know where to start cause this... it's... well, it's, umm, kind of a big thing" the youngest kept slipping up on his words which didn't help him from feeling little.

"It's okay, Niki. Just tell us when you do feel ready" Jungwon assured.

"Thanks, hyung" Niki gave a small smile, "This... it... it might be a little confusing and might take a lot of explaining so please be patient with me. *Sigh*, I'm, I'm a little."

Jay looked over at his dongsaeng with wide eyes, "Wait, Niki, really?! This is huge, why didn't you tell us earlier?"

"You... you know what a little is?" Niki's voice was low as he looked up at the older.

"I'm actually a switch myself but I'm more of a caregiver than little" Jay whispered in Niki's ear, clearing up any confusion the latter had.

Niki nodded, going back to answer Jay's previous question, "Yea. I just... I was really nervous about how you guys would react."

"Hold up" Jake suddenly interrupted, "What the heck is a 'little'?"

Jay took Niki's hand, squeezing it lightly before going to explain so Niki could breath a bit, "Someone who regresses to a younger age, often called littlespace or a headspace is what they're in while little. Usually used to help with stress, trauma, a lack of something. There's a lot of reasons why someone would have a headspace. This basically means we'll be seeing a younger version of Niki from time to time but only if he's okay with it."

"And here I was thinking Niki couldn't get any cuter" Heeseung commented.

"Anyways, you guys can help take care of little me but it might take some time for me to warm up to you guys."

"That's okay, Niki" Jay replied, "What's your little age?"

"0 to 2, I have a pretty young headspace" the maknae replied, "Most of my time while little is spent in babyspace."