Kpop oneshots

Stray Kids - Torn apart | 🧸🥀 |

Sickie/Little: Felix

Little: Jisung

Caregivers: Chan, Changbin (ft. Minho)

Request/Idea - hobiwaterplz

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Jisung's anxiety has been rising and dropping like crazy for the past little while and there was seemingly no end in sight, like a rollercoaster littered with loops, twists and turns, drops and nowhere to get off. It was not a fun ride for Jisung, not at all–it was never a fun ride when his anxiety was acting up. He's had quite a few close calls regarding anxiety and panic attacks as there have been some days in which his anxiety had some pretty bad spikes.

The attention he was getting from the concerts and interviews making Jisung want nothing more than to be alone with just the members. The late night exhausting the idol extremely to the point of wanting to sleep 5 days straight. The busy schedules leaving close to no time to slip into his headspace and be free from the stress and work. All of these mixed together to form a giant serving of seemingly neverending anxiety which got fed to Jisung in large quantities– large, annoying, scary quantities.

His "break" finally came when Stray Kids had a long time frame between two of their world tour dates and the group was gifted with that highly anticipated week off. Like a gift sent from heaven, giving the group a reward for their months of struggles which everyone was super grateful for this time off. The day the week off was announced was just another day that Jisung's anxiety was starting to act up again, rising without a care in the world. He'd spend the next little bit leading up to that week just trying to get through it, just trying to push through and make it. As expected, the idol's anxiety had gotten worse and he hadn't made a singular step towards feeling better. The last scheduled day was so bad for Jisung; one panic attack and teetered on the edge of another, he was starting to feel little against his will which didn't help with how many people he had to interact with, he had also started to struggle with loud and sudden noises– definitely something rough when living as an idol.

The week Stray Kids was waiting for was finally here. Jisung awoke rather late in the morning, quite dazed and out of it. It didn't take long after waking up though for the idol to realize he was in his headspace and also not long that he must have slipped while sleeping. Little Sungie let out a soft whine at another realization that no one (any of his caregivers) was with him; he was alone. But for the strong desire to be around the members, Jisung set off on a mission– to find Chan and Changbin, his caregivers, or ask Minho to take him over to them. He slid out of bed with his chick plushie tucked safely under his arms, slipped on a pair of fluffy socks and waddled out of his room.

Minho was located in the kitchen, making breakfast for both him and Jisung, planning to wake up the other if he wasn't already awake. Usually on breaks like this, if Jisung hadn't slipped, he would be the first out of the two of them awake so it was rather uncommon for Minho to wake up Jisung in his big headspace. He dropped that idea though when the quiet pitter patter of feet against the hardwood floor echoed throughout the dorm, following up with a few tugs of his sleeve.

"Hi, Sungie" Minho smiled, taking a pause on breakfast and turning towards the little, "How'd you sleep?"

"Mm-mm" Jisung hummed, shaking his head.

Minho tilted his head slightly, "Oh, was it not good?"

Another shake of Jisung's head.

"That's horrible, Sungie. I'm sorry" he brushed the little's hair out of his face, "Was your anxiety being a meanie again? Did it not let you sleep?"

"Vewy big meanie. Sweep nuh good at aww" Jisung mumbled.

"Well, that's not very nice. We'll have to make sure to scold it later for hurting our Sungie" Minho exclaimed just a bit too loud and making Jisung flinch.