nineteen

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justin

as the nominees were being called for best male artist, i was thinking about what nicki has said to me. we were first talking about doing another collab but then she said she knew that look i have shayla, she gave the same look to someone she didn't dare mention. she told me to go for it, and tell shayla how i feel, and that i need some chocolate in my life, whatever that meant.

"-justin bieber!"

shayla covers her mouth, and stands up. she hugs me, and i hug her back, kissing her forehead. "what did i just do?"

"you won best male artist, you idiot." she says, making me walk. i saw the tears, i didn't want her to cry. smiling, i take her hand, making her accept this award with me. "justin, i-"

when i was handed the award, i still held her hand. while i was giving my speech, she was smiling, wiping her tears. just as i thanked her for being with me through everything, i realized that nicki was right. i need to tell her how i feel.

while we were walking away, shayla hugged me. "i love you."

sighing, i knew she didn't mean it in the way i wanted it. "i love you too."

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