Never Again: Chapter 56
Iris's POV
I woke up on Zayn's chest. It was about 3 o'clock in the morning. We were back at the house, I guess I fell asleep during the movie. I got up and walked out of the door.
Everyone was sleeping, it was creepy in the giant house. I walked down the hall, and found the other stairs going up further up in the house. So basically I never wondered up here. My wolf didn't like it, she hated it. But because she wasn't here I could finally venture up to the third floor.
I walked slowly up the crooked steps trying to be quiet. To say it was creepy would be an understatement. it smelled like old dusty wood which caused me to sneeze. As I reached the top I looked around. There was only 4 doors up here. So I decided to venture in them.
What I expected to be an empty room, was covered with old books. There were desks, chairs, a sofa, and no windows. Books were everywhere, and the air was shifting every time I took a step. I lit a candle with the matches that were on one of the tables in the dark creepy room, everything looked old fashioned. I carried the candle around with me looking at the books.
There was a ton of werewolf books, along with some that contained spells. I rummaged around the books, I know it was stupid but I wanted to know about my wolf, even of she left me . A black shiny book caught my eye, and I grabbed it of the shelf. The title read "Dark Magic" in bold letters, and I smiled to my self knowing that this book was probably not meant for me to read.
I opened it and I was blinded by a blackish/purplish light. The book was like a fire. But when I touched it, it didn't burn me. I flipped through the pages, and I read each one. It didn't take me long to read the book, it was like it was reading its self. On the last page was something titled "dangers".
As I read it things began to click in my head. It was about Rose and I, light and dark, dreams and nightmares, good and evil. It said that we were one, not physically but mentally. Even though we were opposites. It rarely happens, but if a dark wolf and a light wolf focused their energy together then mass destruction will occur. Though the white wolf is good, she still had bloodlust for her enemies, but not as much as a black wolf has.
It says that the black wolf is capable of remorse and guilt, but that's because it is connected to the white wolf, and because the white wolf is connected to the dark wolf, it will have bloodlust. The only problem for a black wolf, is that when it feels too much it tends to leave, but will come back when the bond is blocked from the dark wolf to the light wolf. The black wolf only needs a few hours of feeling normal, then the bond can be restored once more.
So basically all I had to do was block rose an I's bond, then when my wolf feels normal again and Rose's wolf stops making my wolf feel things like regret and guilt, I can unblock it. I only had to do this whenever my wolf was feeling to much. She had to be numb in order for her to be happy.
I continued reading the page.
A white wolf and a black wolf are basically a whole army of wolves put together. They can easily destroy their enemies, and remain the same as they are. When the wolves become one and they start to cause mass destruction, the darkness goes to the black wolf and the light goes to the white wolf. So basically it would be night and day at the same time. All the deaths would be added to the black wolves conscious not the white wolfs, that is how the white wolf keeps the white coat and the black wolf keeps the dark coat. All deaths are blamed on the dark wolf, all good deeds, such as saving your pack, or letting someone live would be added to the white wolfs conscious.
So if Rose and I started murdering people together it would be basically blamed on me only to keep Rose pure.
I checked the time and it was 6 o'clock. I grabbed the book and dashed downstairs. I hid the book under my bed, no one was in there since Zayn and I slept on his bed.
Then I went to the first floor, I would have to go back up there soon again to finish my adventure. But first I needed to block Rose and I's bond. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I concentrated on blocking Rose as hard as I could, and then I felt our bond disappear and I knew Rose did too because it was slightly painful.
Then almost magically, as I stood in the kitchen I watched my self begin to heal in the window above the sink. My eyes glowed yellow and I knew my wolf was back. I smiled widely as I felt her presence she was happy that she wasn't feeling anymore. All I needed to do is explain this stuff to Rose before she thinks I hate her or something. I would just leave the part that I stole the book and kinda know all the dark spells and secrets that my wolf is capable of.
Haha oops, they shouldn't of left me alone. Because now I know that my wolf is stronger than Niall, I even have alpha blood in me. I wouldn't ever take the position of being an alpha but It makes a good threat. Besides I'm just happy that if I wanted to, though I don't, I could run my own pack. That makes me a leader and somehow not worthless and that makes me and my wolf happy.
I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes. I just hope the book doesn't have like a weird curse or something. I sighed and then I drifted off to sleep, thinking about the blackish/purplish, flaming, book.
