Never Again: Chapter 69
Iris's POV
I ran from the woods when I heard yelling, Zayn was left in the dust when I turned wolf and sped away.
I turned human when I saw Louis sobbing and Rose comforting him, and Niall looking sick. I didn't have to ask why, his mate was weak, my wolf laughed at her pathetic attempt to stay alive. She was gonna die, and it was Niall's fault. I didn't care for her, I just felt bad that she didn't get a choice.
"You killed her!" Louis screamed getting angry, and trying to get at Niall. Niall stood his ground even though he felt guilty. Louis shoved rose out of the way and charged at Niall. Niall growled and smacked him with his claws, knocking him to the ground.
" I am still your alpha and you will res...." Before Niall could finish I tackled him to the ground.
"You seriously did not just smack Louis!" I growled. Rose nicely picked me up, off of her mate, since we were kinda both naked and she was being protective. "Sorry," I mumbled to her and she just nodded her head. I went back to staring daggers at Niall. I think the only reason that rose wasn't worried of anything between me and Niall, is because we hate each other way too much.
I helped Louis up, and he sobbed into my shoulder, he was taller than me, but so was everyone here, but I was a little taller than Ronnie. Louis wrapped his arms around my waist and just sobbed harder on my shoulder. I wasn't much for comforting people, but I rubbed Louis's back and looked at rose with a look that said 'I don't know what the fuck to do!' She just gave me a thumbs up.
A loud growl sounded from beside me and I looked up to see a protective Zayn by my side. I smacked him I the head and he looked confused. But them Louis let out another loud wail. And Zayn nodded in understanding.
Finally after awhile, Harry came down with the medical hunter. "She is dying, her body is trying to reject the wolf, and so the wolf is fighting back, and at this point it's a matter of time before they both just give up." The medical hunter said.
Louis just walked away, he went back inside and we all knew he was going back to Jessica's side.
"Well that sucks," I said, and Harry just glared at me. "What?" I asked confused at why I was getting glared at.
"You could show some compassion," Harry said and I snorted.
"Okay first Im glad she's dying, it's better than turning into a monster," I said and then I got smacked in the back of my head. "Ouch! What the fuck!" I growled at Rose.
"Death isn't better than anything!" Rose snapped.
"My parents died about 3 years ago, it was better that they died then deal with what I am now! Liam died from my hands, and at least now he doesn't have to deal with me and this life! Aden died and that's better than living like I do, fighting everyday so that my wolf doesn't hurt anyone! So I can guarantee you that she is lucky to have death knock on her door, than live like we do! Rose, we used to be human! We had a life! We only had to care for our selves, now we have to care for a whole damn pack! Your the leader and its your job but for FUCKS SAKE WE ARE ONLY 17!! WE ARE SUPOSE TO BE WORRYING ABOUT COLLEGE AND BOYS AND WHAT WE WANT TO DO FOR THW REST OF OUR LIVES!!! But we are dealing with other packs trying to kill us! Hunters living with us! Everyone fighting! sharing our bodies with wolves! And all that while trying to stop our self from losing our minds!
I DONT WANT TO DIE ROSE! But sometimes I wish I had died!" I yelled and I knew everyone heard it. "I AM CONSTANTLY LIVING IN FEAR ROSE! We have other packs that our planning to kill us, I have to deal with my insane wolf who likes it when people get hurt! And I'm afraid your lover is gonna kick me out of this fucking pack again! BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE ELSE ROSE! I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE! I HAVE NOTHING LEFT BUT THIS PACK! And I know I seem mean, fearless, insane, and like I don't give a fuck about anything! But I'm terrified rose and I hate this feeling bi it never leaves! SO YES DEATH IS BETTER THAN THIS LIFE!" I screamed as tears fell from my eyes. I knew I just broke, I just confessed everything to everyone. So I turned to my wolf and dashed into the woods, she wanted control, she hated feeling weak, and I knew I made her angry by telling everyone how weak we actually were.
