Chris motionless and his band is getting on well, him and his band have just gotten off tour and have almost finished their new record Reincarnate. His childhood dreams were going as planned, touring the world, making music, he never liked anyone ho...
I awoke to Madelyn fast asleep on my chest, Banshee was sitting at the bottom of the bed, I looked over at the little girl, I hesitated and lay awkwardly not wanting my arm to touch her, Do I hug back? No, no why would I- I sighed and put my arm round her Hugging her close, I bit my lips, "Pssst banshee" I whispered, The dog looked at me and walked up to me, His wet nose touching mine, his tale wagging,
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"What do I do?" I whispered, The dog simply licked my cheek then licked Maddie's hand that was placed on my chest grasping my shirt, "Oh" I whispered, I kissed Maddie's little forehead and she smiled in her sleep, Her eyes then flickered awake, "Morning, you seem to take quite a liking to slavering all over my shirt" I said referring to her drooling on my shirt, She sat up awake, her eyes widened and she panicked, "I is sorry!," "It's okay, it's okay," I chuckled "I have someone you should meet though" I grinned
--- *** "So what colour would you like? Black? Red? Dark blue?" "Rwed and black?" Ghost smiled, "All right" he said painting the little girl's nails, "So wait are you a weal ghost?" Devin stopped and thought for a second, He had always wanted to know what it would feel like to be treated by a actual ghost and felt like having a little fun with the kid would not harm, "Yeah you can say that" smiled ghost, "Oh, cool! Is dat why your pale?" "Yup, pretty much" he smiled The conversation finished with a awkward silence, Chris was currently in his office, door closed, probably locked, as he writes up his new album reincarnate. Making ghost take on the whole babysitter role for Madelyn which she doesn't seem to mind, Maddie can't stay in the house alone while Chris works, She can't reach the sink for water or the fridge for food. " so what is it like staying at your daddy's house and knowing who he is and stuff?" Smiled ghost blowing her little hand to dry the polish, Maddy frowned and looked up at ghost, "Chwis? My daddy?" Ghost also frowned "He didn't tell you yet?" "No, Chwis said he isn't my daddy, so I don't has a daddy" she said playing with bashed who was sitting next to her on the floor the whole time, "Excuse me" said ghost getting up, Ghost walked over to Chris's office, Luckily his office was sound proof for playing guitar and drums or music loudly without pissing anyone off, Ghost entered, "I'm busy!" Hissed Chris sitting at his desk, Ghost closed the door making Chris grunt and turn on his chair, "I said I'm bus!- "Why haven't you told her?" Said ghost annoyed, "Told her what?" "You know what I'm talking about, why haven't you told her your her father!" "Cause I- I dunno why the fuck do you care!" "Cause the poor kid has been through hell and now probably thinks she is living with some stranger that's why!" "How do you know her past?!" "Well you told Ricky so obviously he told me! The whole band knows but Vinny cause he lives under a rock!" "Punk rock" "Shut up! This isn't funny Chris," he said his voice getting calmer, "But you wouldn't understand ghost!" "Why?" "Cause that's not me! I'm not a father! I am a fucking rock star! I don't know how to be a dad!" "Well you know how to love right?!" "Yes," "Well it's the same fucking thing! She isn't a dog! She needs to be loved!" "What if I go on tour?! What do I do then just tag her along?" Said Chris sarcastically, "We will figure something out, get her a spare bunk- "No! She is 7 no in fact she is 6! She can't live on a bus! We already have Vinny bringing in strippers into the bus with the whole trap demon thing! It will not be a good atmosphere for a 6 year old!"
"You know Chris, there are a lot of people out there who are infertile or who can't have kids who would fucking chop off their left leg to have a kid like yours, a girl who is so well mannered, but it's like you don't even care and are acting so ungreatful towards this, if she was mine I would make sure to spend every last ounce of the day with her as much as I can, I can see it in her eyes, she is sad and broken and scared but it's like you dint even see it, that girl is out there waiting for someone to come into her life and love her, but she seems to be neglected everyday," Said ghost lowering his finger from the door, Chris just looked down, Ghost then sighed, "I'm going home, I did her nails, and call me if you need a hand, at least I will play with her" Said ghost leaving "Hey little one I'm gonna go now okay?" "Bye bye ghost" she smiled "Bye Maddy"
-Madelyn's POV-
It has been about three hours and it's past dinner time and Chwis hasn't came out of the room that he told me not to go it, I call it the west wing, wike from beauty and the beast, Chwis is the beast cause, I is scared to go in there, I was cuddling into banshee staring at a wall for three hours, My lips were dry and I needed a drink, I got up weakly, My tummy rumbling and I lightly knocked on the door, "Go away!" Yelled Chris, Tears pricked my eyes as I covered my ears and I ran, banshee was behind me to keep me safe, I tried jumping up to the sink to get water but i couldn't reach, I felt dizzy and fell back into the floor,
--- -Chris's POV-
I was just finishing up on the second last song that I needed to write for the album, I looked outside, pitch black, "Fuck" I cussed and got out of the office, "Hey Maddie's I'm sorry I lost track of- ah shit!" I found her passed out on the floor, I picked her little body up and cradled her in my arms, Her eyes barley able to stay open, A little tear shed from them, "I'm sorry sweetie I'm sorry" I said rocking her back and forth, I wiped her tear with my thumb and it ran across her small lips that were bone dry, "D..dwink" her little voice croaked, I got up leaving her in the floor and got out a bottle of chilled water from the fridge, "Here Maddie's sit up" I said sitting her on my lap, I held the bottle to her lips as she drank, "Not to fast, you don't want a chilled tummy" She looked up at me, "That's why my mom used to say anyways" I shrugged, She licked her lips as she coughed a little and her head rested back in my chest, I carried her to the sofa, the dog also sat next to us both, He isn't aloud on the couch but I will make an exception tonight, 'Get you three cheese pepperoni pizza! Two fries and a a side of hot wings for only 10 dollars only at!- Our stomaches both rumbled at the TV advertisement, We both looked at each other, "You want me to order?" She looked at the TV and back and smiled, making me smile, "Stuffed crust?" "Mmmm stuffed crust" she said "I'm taking that as a yes" I grinned getting the house phone, Fuck nutrition I want a damn pizza.
Hey guys, This is kinda like my last day of freedom cause I go on study leave tomorrow and by the end of the month I will be sitting my exams, I will try my hardest to update as much as possible tho, I hope you enjoyed this chapter I personally think this chapter has put me back on my feet with writing cause I dunno the last chapters to me never felt 'right' in a way, Anyways, comments make me happy and keep me sane, I love you guys I'll try and update tomorrow, Seeya Gem Xxxx
