My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

Fall Out

-Chris's POV-
"Bye floss!" Yelled Maddy waving as she ran to me, her and lunch box in hand,
"Bye Maddy! Seeya tomorrow! And remember the thing!"
"I will!"
Maddy turned to me and smiled
"Hey you! How was school," I smiled,
"Good floss and I was playing hop scotch and learned how to play football, we kicked the ball round the field" smiled Maddy getting in the car,

"Ohh that sounds fun, what was floss floss talking about"
"Oh yeah .can I bring my DS to school, me and floss were gonna play nintendogs"
"Oh okay I see"

We parked our car outside the dance hall and Maddy got changed into her ballet outfit,
"Okay you ready to dance"
"Yup!"
"Okay I'll pick you up in a hour okay bye" I said kissing her temple,

-Johns POV-

"You got the money ready?
"S..sir I'm sorry but I can't,"
"What?! Are you fucking kidding I've been stuck in this jail for a year and you still haven't bailed me out! "
"Relax we have all the time in the world what difference would it make "
" you don't get it do you?! Kids. Kids grow up, she will be harder to kidnap the older she gets! We need her young, baby young, she is already seven,any older and she will learn how to kick and run,"

"But the older, the more she will be metally scarred right? She wouldn't remember what we have done if we did it really young"
I grinned,
"Your right, we will wait then, "

-madelyns POV-

"Sweetie do you want me to call your dad?" Said the dance coach,
"No, it's okay he should be here soon"
"Alright I'll be inside clearing up okay"
I nodded and looked out into the street and crossed my arms,
The sky was a beautiful peach colour with the sun set,
Chwis is late on picking me up,
He normally stays and watch but tonight he was recording at the studio,
I began to worry,
I hate being alone in the city,
It's scawy,
I huffed and decided to just walk home,
I think I know the way,
It's a nice night Anyways plus it's quite light outside and should be able to make it home before dark if I, quick enough,
Daddy will be mad that I left but I want to show him I'm a big girl now.
i shakily left the front car park and walked across the street,
I got to the bit where I had to walk past a bar,
I'm scared- no shut up you stupid girl you have to face your fears!
I noticed I scratched myself,
It's otay if daddy asks I'll just stay there was mosquito or a fly,
I walked past teh drunk people and turned the corner,
I don't recognise this place at all,
I gulped and turned another corner,
I noticed a homeless man standing under teh bridge,
I walked past him and he grabbed my dance bag but I wouldn't let go of it
He eventually gave up and with his long nails tried to scatch and slap me,
I began to to run not knowing if he was following me or not,
I then felt a round hand grab my arm and I tugged then turned around to see a angry Chwis,
"There you are have you any idea how much you scared the shit out of me?!"
I gulped and shrugged,
"You scared me to death! What have I told you about running off and what did you do?!"
"I is sowwy"
He huffed and grabbed my arm sternly and dragged me to the car,
He did mu seat belt and he drove off,
We sat in silence which felt like hours,
The stares we had when he looked into the rear view mirror burned holes into my heart.
I felt angry, for the first time I felt mad.
We got into the house,
And stood at the bottom of the stairs,
Chwis shook his head and was about to walk into the kitchen,
"I'm sowwy alright?! " I yelled
He turned to me, in confusion that I shouted but then looked at me still ticked off.
"I thought I would get home easily but I got wost! I wanted to prove to you that I could take care of myself!-
"You can't Madelyn! Your seven! Act like it! Your not an adult you can't take care of yourself! If o didn't get you you would probably be beaten in a alley right now! " he beamed
I bit the inside of my mouth
"Hell, look what's happened! You almost killed yourself from eating dish washer tablets! I had to save you from that! You almost perished from a house fire until I came and got you! Now you get it?!"

"Don't tell me about not taking care of myself, I had to climb through windows and dodge bullets and belts just so I could get to my bed at night time! I had to salvage through bins and get beaten just so I could sleep with a wittle bit of food in my tummy each night! I had to help my drugged yo mommy put her clothes on after step daddy did bad stuff to her and make sure she was safe! In had to clean my own wounds and make sure mommy would survive the next night without over dosing on teh pills!" I began to cry,
"Baby I'm so-
"No! No! Don't touch me! Weave me alone!" I screeched,
"Get to your room now!" He screamed,
I nodded and ran up the stairs,

-Chris's POV-

I heard the door slam up stairs,
I sighed and out my hands over my face as I shed a few tears myself,
Banshee was hiding under the table in the living room.
"Was a I really that scary? Did I really just yell those things" I said tears rushing down my cheeks,
I was about to walk up the stairs to go calm her down and sort this,
I wanted to scoop her up and hold her tight and apologise but I couldn't get myself to do it
I knew the right thing first was to giver her some space, then I will come up and make sure she is okay.
I over reacted, I'm just too over protective and I was terrified she would get hurt again and I took it out on her,
And in the harshest way possible, fuck you Chris, I thought slamming the fridge door,
I sighed and put some cold pizza on a plate and whipped up a strawberry milk shake and set it out,
I'll bring it to her when she was ready,
My words have probably burned into her soul,
My anger gets the best of me sometimes and I regret everything I said.

Hey guys,
Here is the first argument of the story,
More will occur the older Maddy will get,
There will be a flash forward soon when Maddy turns about 10 or 11, that will be the second stage of the story,
Hope you are enjoying it so far,
Do you like these stories long?
I hope you do cause this one is gonna be pretty long,
I promise you won't get bored I have a big line up gapping in the future so stay tuned xx
Comment what you think
Love you guys
Seeya
Gem
Xxx