My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

He never even said goodbye

Later that day
Chris was driving back to his house after delaying his journey to visit his sister's grave.

-Chris's POV-
I picked up my mobile and dialled band,
"Hey guys listen are you all packed?"
"Yeah we all are" answered Ricky who was at the studio with the rest.
"Listen c..can we take off a day early for tour please" I said almost losing it,
"Yeah sure, hey you okay, you sound like you about to cry man"
"I need to tell you guys somthing when I get there, is the bus outside the studio?"
"Yeah it is"
"O..okay"

-madelyns POV-
I smiled in my sleep and turned around to snuggle into Chwis,
He smells of his perfume and it makes me feel safe
I opened my eyes and my eyes saddened.
I looked around the bedroom where I was once they took mommy away from me.
I smiled as I saw Chris's hoodie,
Aww he just here to visit isn't he, and den he will take me home,
I put his hoodie on which came to my ankles and and walked around the building,
"Chwis.. Come out come out wherever you are" I giggled,
He wasn't in the bathroom,
Nor in teh toy area,
Ahh yes he was talking with Linda in her office he always goes there.
I giggled and hid behind the door ready to scare him,
I opened the door and jumped out,
"Boo! Ha ha Chwis did I scare-
He wasn't there,
Just Linda sitting at her desk,
I frowned and walked last her desk to look out the window to find car wheel trails lead from the gravel outside,
"He left this morning" said Linda sadly,
I looked up then back at the window,
And let out a loud 'waaaahaaahaa' and cried hysterically.
"Come here sweet child" said Linda picking me up and placing me on her lap,
"I want my mommy! And I miss my daddy"
I cried heavily while Linda rocked me back and forth,
"I'm ever so sorry child come on let's get you downstairs, the others are having lunch"

-Chris's POV-

I gathered everyone on the bus and they sat around me,
"Where is Maddy" smiled balz,
"J..Jeff and I uhh.. We had a talk and-
"Chris don't tell me you-
I nodded looking down,
Ryan Ashley fell to her knees and began to sob,
Ghost took her to the bunks while balz he was not amused,
"Chris get outside"
"W..why"
"Cause I don't want Ryan to see what I'm about to do"
"Oh no it's okay" said Ryan
"No Ryan Ash-oh my god"
If you get that joke ily so fucking much
I headed outside and balz pushed me back,
"What the fuck Chris why would you do that?!"
"I- Jeff-
"No fuck Jeff! You abandoned her! That kid has seen more shit than all of us! How could you be so insensitive!"
"You don't understand Josh! He was gonna call social services and charge me with abuse! I didn't want her growing up to think I was a abuser who abandoned her!"

"What so her now thinking that you lied about loving her and then abandoning her is any better?! Cause that's what she is gonna think Chris!"

"It's true," said ghost walking out of the bus,
"She blamed herself when you fainted that night, she thinks she is a burden to you" said ghost.
I gulped,
"I never t..thought of it that way"
"Of course you never cause your selfish that way, your so up tight about what is gonna happen to you and your job that you don't give a shit about anyone else"
"That's not true"
"It is though Chris and you know it" said balz shaking his head and sitting on the pavement
"Why are you so worked up anyways may I ask" said sitting next to him, ghost came to join.
"Ryan Ashley and I- Ryan can't have kids."
I looked down in guilt.
"She was looking forward to this tour cause she wanted to spend time with Madelyn"
"She would have treated that kid like her own, treat her like a princess" balz chuckled,
"Balz I'm so sorry" I whispered,
"She would cut off her right arm just to have child, she walkways wanted to be a mom, so when she sees people abuse their kids or take that for granted she would break down"
"You need to fix this Chris" said  ghost,
"I know, "

**
It was now sunset and Maddy was sitting in the closest next to her bed,

-madelyns POV-

I jumped at the sight of a girl open up the closet with a loud
"Hey!"
I looked down hugging onto Chwis's jumper,
She sat down in front of me and smiled,
"So you are the new kid?" Said the girl with the English accent
I nodded and sniffled
"What's your name then"
"Maddy"
"Maddy is a cool name, better than mine"
I shrugged
"Well I'm floss nice you meet you"
"Floss wike teh candy?" I said shaking her hand
"Yup!"
"Cool,"
"so why you here then"
"M..my daddy left me here,"
"My mommy and daddy left me on the street when I was one years old so I don't know dem"
"I is sowwy "
"You seem sad Maddy"
"It's cause my daddy, he never even said goodbye" I began to cry,
"I'll leave you at peace then" she said closing the door as I cried,

Hey guys sorry for a shit chapter,
I didn't know how to write the chapter after the the Maddy scene
But I hope you enjoyed it anyways
I love you guys
Comment what you think
Seeya
Gem
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