My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

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Chris felt like a mess,
Like the time between the argument and now had aged him hundreds of years.
His back ached and his eyes burned, like he had not blinked in days.
He turned the TV on just for the company and looked to the ceiling,
Maddy would be sitting right above him he thought,
Crying, in a state, over thinking. Shaking.
Chris's gulped and threw down him glass of water smashing it on the ground.
He let in a sharp breath and looked in the mirror,
He got a wet cloth and rubbed all his makeup off.
He looks at himself in the mirror seeing the whites of his eyes slowly turn from blood shot back to white again as he calmed down.
He picked up the plate of food and headed upstairs.

-Chris's POV-

I put down the plate and looked over to the bathroom,
I headed to the drawer and decided to change into a comfortable shirt and some sweat pants.
I got changed and noticed that..
All my belts were missing,
I breath hitches and and I slowly opened the bathroom door,
Madelyn sat weakly in the tub,
The shower was turned on and she sat, knees to chin under the running water. Clothes still on.
The belts were scattered on the floor and Maddy sat shaking staring into thin air, emotionless.
I put the plate down and turned off the shower,
"Why is the cold shower on" I asked softly
"I had a sore head cause it was too warm" she said silently.
I was about to hug her but she snapped and moved back,
She shook her head,
"I hurt you daddy, I said those bad things, if your gonna b- beat me you may aswell do it down cause your right" she said sadly,
I tried to speak but I couldn't get my words out.
"Maybe I..if I stayed back in the attic t..then I wouldn't have caused so much trouble, mommy wouldn't have died, you would have had your album out by now, the house wouldn't have burned, you wouldn't have to go to the hospital, you wouldn't have to run round the streets and saving me all the time and everything w.would be easier" she began to cry,
My heart crumbled,
"No no no, don't think like that shh shh, " I said tucking her hair behind her ear
"It's true though dad, you said it yourself I'm stupid," she shook her head tears streaming down your face,
"Your not baby your not, come here, let me hold you" I said taking off my shoes and getting in the tub,
I held her tight,
"I didn't mean a word, you know I didn't mean a thing darling" I said rubbing her little back,
" I know you wouldn't cause you has a big heart" she sniffled snuggling into my shirt,
"But, I felt so real,mi thought you were gonna take me away, or beat-
"Miw will never raise my hand to you Madelyn, the only time I would ever do such a thing is for your amazing high fives"
She smiled and weakly put her hand up,
I sealed the deal with a mini high five.
"Chwis? I want to tell you somthing"
"And what might that be "
"M-my mommy, she would be proud"
Tears pricked my eyes,
"She would would she?" I said trying to hold back the tears,
"Yes, she is happy that I has someone that wuvs me in the way she couldn't,"
"Your mommy would have wanted to be here babygirl, and if I could I would bring her back"
She nodded,
"Thankyou daddy, for making me the luckiest girl in the whole wide world, it's sad that not every child in care homes get such a lovely daddy wike you"
I smiled and kissed her cheek,
" you mean the world to me, your such a kind little girl, and darling"
I lifted her arm,
"No more scratching and hitting for me okay, there is no need to treat yourself like that" I said kissing her arm
"Otay"
"Now come on I brung up food, you wanna watch a movie or what do you wanna do"
"Can we take the dog a walk together?"

"Not a bad idea, let's do it"

Hey guys
Hope you enjoyed this chapter,
I think I have finally got mates that will actually hang out and do shit 😂
Me and a bunch of mates are going to comic con, I'm going as Lydia deetz from beetle juice, I just need to get a wig for its
I'm pretty excited so yeah.
Probably will be another floss chapter coming up,
And I haven't really had the chance to get the rest of motionless in a cheater for a while,
But at the moment I am focussing on the relationship between Chris floss and Maddy.
There like the main triangle really.
Anyway as usual comment what you think
I love you guys
Seeya
Gem
Xxx