My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

Worth it

-Maddy's POV-

I awoke from a deep sleep and sneezed as soon as I sat up, great a cold, just the thing I need, I better not tell dad, he would go crazy, the last time I had he cold the doctor kept me in hospital until it passed to make sure it was just a cold and nothing serious.
I sniffled and noticed that Dylan and floss were still fast asleep so I tip toed to the bathroom and undressed ready to hop in the shower to at least try and get a little bit of warmth.
Of course I was wrong, the water was ice cold.
I did what I had to do and hopped out, the bathroom was warmer than the shower itself.
I changed into some jeans, doc martens, a wooly sweater and a hat.
I shivered and did my makeup.
I headed out into the main room and saw that floss was awake, laying in my bed spamming my phone,
"Oi! Get off that!" I yelled jumping on top of her.
"Ha ha! You better check your snapchat!" She laughed running in the bathroom with a pile of clothes.
"Where's Dylan?!" I yelled at her from outside the bathroom,
"He went out to uhh smoke I think!!" She replied,
"Oh"
I poured myself some cereal which was provided in the lodge, obviously it was a couple days, even weeks past its used by date so it was a little chewy but that's was all the food we basically had.
I later stepped outside and saw Dylan with a cig in his mouth.
He blew out the smoke and put out his drag.
"You don't have to put it out cause I'm here it's fine"
"No I need to stop, besides this is what caused it didn't it"
"What do you mean"
"It doesn't matter, the teachers said to meet up at the main hall which is just down the path"
"Okay"

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"Right class take it all in, is t it marvellous? Absolutely stunning, now once you've finished viewing the land scape you can wander round the lake to take photos so you can bring them home and paint from that in class, your have a week, take pictures in the Morning, at night anywhere you want, off you go"

We all wanted round the lake taking shots with our cameras, Dylan smiled and took a photo of me,
"Stop" I giggled,
Floss took my hand and we both swung our arms back and forth as we ventured into the snowy biome,
It was stunning it look at,
We all found ourselves upon a patch of ice from a small pond area,
I grinned and stepped on it, sliding my feet across the ice,
Dylan grinned and slid in his knees,
"You'll ruin your jeans Dylan" laughed floss,
"Who the fuck cares I haven't been away from home in years!"
He grabbed me and and pushed us both down into the pile of snow that had gathered from the trees.
I squealed and giggled as we lay in the freezing cold white fluff,
Floss took a photo, of course she did..
She has been shipping us both ever since I told her he kissed me,
I can't see it happening, but she can.
We headed back around sun set, what a day it has been.

-Chris's POV-

What a day it has been,
The shows have been more tiresome than usual for some reason,
Maybe cause I dint have Madelyn there to make me pumped before running on stage,
I wonder how she is actually, we were supposed to call tonight but I guess I'll leave it for tomorrow.
Right now I was standing out in the dark leaning against he back of the bus in silence,
It was freezing out here but the bus was to warm and crowded and I needed space.
And quite, vinny is so annoying on tour, he has to okay his loud as gangster rap right at the time I am trying to sleep or nap.
I swear I will be surprised if he ain't dead by the end of this tour.
I chuckled at my thoughts when I saw a familiar face come towards me,
Fucking great..
It was- infact I don't even know her name, but she comes almost every tour with the tech manager to fuck the band members, of course motionless in white aren't into that sort of thing anymore now that we're are older and more mature however she, she never really has changed.

She would always try flirt with me and force me into have sex with her but I honestly don't want any more surprises if you know what I mean after all that has happened to me.
At the same time though I love my Madelyn to pieces but I dint think my black heart could take another three thousand anxiety attacks, two hearts shattered and a almost burnt down house thank you very much.
All worth it though..

"Hey Chris, it's been so long" she smiled trailing her finger along my chest,
"Yeah, let's keep it that way huh"
"Oh come on baby, I know you've been begging for me really, I can see it in your eyes"
I have a her a 'really bitch?' Smile and rolled my eyes,
She began kissing my neck but I moved away. But she continued.
"No stop seriously and- wait,"
I smelt what I thought was-
"Have you been smoking pot?"
"So what if I have, you want some, it might loosen you up a bit big boy"
"I'm straight edge remember, I'll pass"
"Oh yeah I forgot, your a cold, hard man a rent you" she said coming in for another smooch,
I saw balz walking outside when I scooted past her and pushed her face against the bus instead of me,
She was so off her face in whatever the fuck she smoked that she had a full of make out session with the back of the bus.
We must have stood there for a good five minutes till she noticed,
She stumbled back and waved at the bus,
"Call me" she slurred, drunk as hell.
And she limped back to her own bus,
Me and balz laughed, "I swear she is strange"
"I know,"
We headed back to the bus and I sent Maddy a text saying;
good night and I hope your having a good time xxx

Hey guys,
Sorry this is kinda a filler, so exhausted that I couldn't write a decent chapter tonight, but I hope you enjoyed it Anyways,
I'm gonna go cause I have nothing to say but the usual shit so
I love you guys
Comment what you think so far or whatever you want.
Seeya
Gem
Xxx