My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

A breakdown and a toast.

Madelyns POV-

"Look look she is waking up" I heard a girl gasp
I flickered my eyes open to see the whole orphanage stand around me,
Floss hugged and kissed my cheek,
My eyes burned, and floss handed me a mirror to see my eyes all red and burned.
I let a tear slip the the salt water made them sting.
"Madelyn can I have a word" said Linda,
I nodded and gout out of bed and walked into her office,
Two police officers stood there with her,
One with a bandaged arm from where I bit him,
I wanted to laugh but I didn't have the energy to.
"You violated the rule of leaving the orphanage, you sneak into someone's property and you assaulted a police officer!" She yelled
I looked down and began to cry
"But that was my daddy's house! I wanted to go see him!"
" don't you get it?! He is not your father anymore! Who put you in this place!" Yelled the officer,
"Sir leave it alo-
"Who?!" Said the man cutting off Linda,
" I did!" I screeched
"No not you, your fath-
"I did! It's all my fault! Daddy didn't wuv me" I began to calm down and sob again,
"Daddy didn't wuv me at all, he wouldn't even wet me call him my dad cause he didn't wuv me" I fell to my knees and cried
"See now look what you've done" said Linda putting down her coffee,
"Maddy come he-
"Don't touch me!!!" I screeched making everyone jump.
"I wanna be left alone" I cried
"No one can touch me but my daddy" I whimpered
"Okay okay we will leave you in peace," said Linda softly backing away
" Thankyou " I whispered

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From that week on Madelyn stayed completely mute like she once was,
It took one emotional breakdown to trigger her muted self,
She stayed away from the other girls and as she was when Linda found her in that broken apartment building the first time, she didn't want to be held or touched and at the dinner table, when she was present and decided to come out of the play room which is where no one goes as they are all in the TV room, she will sit in silence,
She would be tripped, tricked, pushed and her hair would be pulled by the other girls.
She wouldn't dare fight back, as she had put it in her little head that if she got in trouble she will be taken one step closer to her worst fear John, at the police department.

-Chris's POV-
"Chris you need to fix your ass up man, you can't keep doing this" said Vinny handing me another pill from me puking in the toilet
"Yeah and the whole place stinks what have you been eating?!" Said Ryan standing at the bathroom door.
I flipped him off and took a sip of water,
"Lift your shirt" said Vinny ,
"What no"
"Fine I'll make you" grinned Vinny tickling my sides making me squeal
"Alright alright"
I lifted it,
He stood behind me and pulled my skin that was over my clearly visible ribs,
"That is not healthy, ever since you left that kid-
"You know what Vinny I'm not even in the mood" I said walking back to the sofa,
"He is right you know" said balz playing Mario kart
"As much as I'd love to, but Jeff-
"Fuck Jeff!" The whole bus yelled, even Toronto and Casper barked
"What am I gonna say, what if I can't have her back"
"Well it's better than not trying at all and acting like such a cock" said ghost
"Thanks"
"Chris this is serious, you gave that child a home, and a family, we were the only ones that loved her properly and you let her experience that and then shoved her back into that lonely rut"
I nodded and swallows,
"Your right, but I don't think I  will even be able to look that little girl in the eyes knowing what I have done to her"
"What you did to that kid was cruel, yes, but it's nothing compared to what anyone else in her life has done, don't be so hard on yourself," said Ryan Ashley sitting down on balzs lap,
"Okay so after the tour your getting her back, yes?"
"Okay,"
"But it doesn't end there, what about Jeff, he won't let us use the studio if we get her back" said Vinny
"Then we get rid of him, the studio was shit anyways" said Ryan
"But where are we gonna go"
"Fearless records." Said ghost proudly
We all smiled
"Good call,"
"I was speaking to one of the crew from fearless, they heard about what happened between Chris and his daughter and gave us a free sign up" said ghost
"For real?!" I said sitting up
"Aye, and I said yes, I was gonna tell you at the end of tour but I though this was the best time"
"Oh my god ghost I love you I love you" I said hugging him and kissing him on the cheek fifty times
"This calls for a toast!" Said Ryan
"But we don't drink"
"With toast!" He grinned handing us all a slice of toast
"To getting rid of the Jeff!" Said balz raising all of our slices
"And for getting the little monster back!" Said ghost
"Cheers!"
*CRISPY CRUNCH NOISE*
We all turned  to the end of the bus to see ash Costello standing at the door.
"I'll..come back another time" she smiled leaving the bus
We all face palmed
"Way to go guy, we are officially the un coolest band on this tour"
"Cheers to that!" Yelled  Vinny
We all shook her heads and walked past him putting our hands in his shoulder
"Oh come on you guys just gonna leave me hanging?!"
"Guys..?"

Hey guys?
This was a both sad and happy chapter,
I was gonna split it in two but k decided that this would be the best if I keep it together,
I am currently writing this outside at night cause it's preface put here to write and also the uk is having a heatwave,
So yeah I stayed in doors writing a part of my history essay,
I never got to watch all the apmas last night cause it crashed at babymetal,
They were great tho,
I was upset for motionless to not get anything but I like how Chris was chill about it so yeah,
Hope they get something next year,
AnywAys it's thunderstorms tomorrow and I was planning on doing somthing with my friends but it was cancelled so if not, I wanna make another video on my YouTube,
So please what kind of video do you guys want me to make, I have asked this many times before but I dunno what the right video to make
Do you want me to discuss mental health or a makeup video or a outfit of he day or what,
You choose, I'm not good with this kind of thing
So yeah please comment what you would like
I love you guys
I'll update tomorrow
Seeya
Gem
Xxx