My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

Poor girl..

-Chris's POV-

I looked up at the mirror in front of me as Maddy climbed into a stool next to me and straightened my tie.
"Thankyou" I smiled ruffling her hair,
She blushed and smiled,
"I'll be back In a hour, I have food layed out and everything, do nit answer the door to anyone, and don't answer the phone, I've turned the TV on and my phone number is on the table for you to call. I'm sorry no one is free today to look after you," I said putting my hand in her shoulder,
"Why can't I come with you Chwis?"
I gulped,
Cause I didn't want her to see what her mother looks like and where she is that's why.
"cause, the place is for adults okay? I'm sorry, if I could I would let you see her, it's just-
"She is sick isn't she" said Maddy looking down sadly hopping off the stool.
"I-"
"You don't have to lie Chwis, I get it.they all call her crazy you see, everyone used to throw rocks at me and mommy when I was in teh baby buggy"
I gulped,
"Yeah, baby,she isn't really- herself."
"Will she get better? I want her to so we can all live together wike a family"
I bit the inside of my mouth,
"Yeah, hopefully" I lied,
I kissed her forehead and left.

I drove back to the mental hospital.
"Laura marsh please"
"She is in isolation, up the stairs and to the right" said the receptionist
I nodded and headed up there,
Feeling sick from the smell of chemicals and nervousness,
I then stood in a corridor of rusty doors with signs saying,
Isolation 1
Isolation 2
Isolation 3
And so on and so forth.
"Which one is Laura marsh?" I asked the lady,
"Number 3" she said
I nodded and unlocked the door,
I entered a padded room,
It was dull with a swinging lightbulb from the ceiling,
Laura stayed sitting in the corner of the room,
Her eyes closed,
"L-Laura?"
She never responded,
I knelt to her and lifted her chin,
Her eyes red with crying and her lips dry and cut up.
I sighed and left the room buying a bottle of water and a can of rockstar a and a packet of skittles from the vending machine,
I got back inside and placed the cold bottle on her cheek,
She shot awake,
"C..Chwis"
"That's right, I'm here, you okay? Did they hurt you?"
She nodded looking down,
"What did they do?" I asked helping her up and sit her onto a chair,
She stood up and lifted her white dirty dress revealing cuts and bruh on her inner thighs,
I gasped and looked at her seriously,
"They made me sterile" she said weakly putting down her dress,
She let in a sharp breath as tears welled up in her eyes,
"They stopped me from having kids,"
I rubbed her arm softly handing her a tissue,
"I brought you some things, I was gonna drink the rockstar but, by the looks of you, I think you need it more than I do,"
I handed her the can,
But she was too weak to even open it,
"Here let me" I said opening it for her
She took a big gulp,
I smiled and so did she as she sniffled,
"I've missed this" she whispered,
"They don't allow money, we aren't aloud this that vending machine is for staff and visitors only,"
"Don't worry I wont tell"
" I also brought skittles"
She gasped as she put her bruised hand out
I gave her a handful as she ate away,
"Are they feeding you here"
"Just porridge mostly, at night they give us meat. I dint even know what kind of meat, it's not chicken yet it's not beef, and they said it's not pork,"
"I see,"
"how is Maddy, I guess she isn't missing me" she said eating the sweets like she hasn't ate in weeks.
" actually, she really is, she misses you, she really loves you,"
"She loves me but not my illness, she was scared of me most times,"
"Do you feel like you are getting better"
"Honestly the whole being away from John thing is working, but here is like everything has been raped and taken from me"
I gulped,
"They may aswell just kill me, I don't see the point,not hey already told me I will be here for most of my days,"
"But you might get better though, maybe if you do Maddy will be able to visit you-
"I can't, they told me I will never be able to see my kids." She said sadly.
"I'm sorry"
"that's alright, why are you here anyways?"
"I wanted to check up on you, those drugs you were given, that must have been awful"
"what drugs?"
"Last Friday"
"I can't remember anything about last Friday"
Oh god..
What the fuck are they giving her,
"Chris?"
"Huh?"
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah- fine"
"Chris?"
"Yeah?"
"can you help me sleep?"
"yeah sure"
"It's just I haven't slept, it's really cold"
"That's okay,"
I picked her up and packed her in the bed,
She was so light and frail.
I lay next to her,
"You don't have to if you don't want-
"Shh it's fine"
She rested her head on my chest and I rubbed her back,
She winced from a bruise on her back,
"C..can you rub there?"
"here?"
"Yeah" she sighed,
"That's nice" she said closing her eyes
I smiled as she fell asleep.
"Thankyou Chris" she whispered,
"I'll be back Laura" I whispered kissing her forehead,
Poor girl.
I headed out and got another bag of skittles,
As there was one last visit I had to make.

Hey guys
This is kinda a filler chapter,
I hope you are all okay,
It's really late lol whoops it's gonna be rough getting up in the morning
Anyways,
I hope your okay,
I love you guys,
I really do!
Yes you!
Anyways,
Seeya
Gem
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