I get too agressive

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-Madelyns POV-

I opened the door to the house and clapped banshee who lay in the floor.
Yeah he got old.
He is pretty much a fluffy blob in the floor most times and he is also slow.
I noticed Chris pacing up and down the kitchen on the phone.
"Yes I know Ricky but the problem is the lyrics don't match the music! The solo just doesn't fit!"
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"-no, no just scan it and start over"
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"I know there is no time but we can't release a unfinished album!"
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"Sorry, sorry I shouldn't be yelling but it is just so stressful"
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"Alright, I'll talk to our manager to organise another studio session, --okay bye"
He sighed and hung up.
" I guess I'm cooking dinner tonight"
"Yes just fucking do what you need to do" he shook his head dialling the phone.
I gulped and got out a pan.
Okay, pasta, yeah, you got enough energy to do this, totally.
I put out a pan and grated some cheese,
He was arguing almost to the record company,
"- no I need to speak with him now! He said to call whenever we pleased!"
"Hey dad can you pass me the milk"
He shuffled by me and shook his head.
Him becoming flushed,
" wait one second" he said to the phone then pressing it to his shirt,
"Madelyn can you please for the love of god get out of my way! I am trying to do something so much more relevant than helping you at the moment can you just leave me alone for an hour for fucks sake?!"
I took a step back,
"What are you taking about I just got in the door and your wanted me to cook dinner"
"I am busy!  Just don't come near me I am stressed as it is"
"If I was stressing you then you should have just told me to fucking leave then" I said quietly shaking my head and headed upstairs.
I threw my wig in the floor and roughly rubbed off my makeup, still leaving bits of eyeliner and mascara round my tired eyes,
I got changed into some pyjamas and banshee slowly came into my room.
I helped him onto my bed and stared up at all the posters on my wall.
I hugged banshee, and began to cry,
Maybe I do deserve this, everything bad has happened to me and maybe it's all my fault.
It all happens for a reason cause I keep getting in people's way.
I snuggled into banshee and drifted to sleep.

-Chris's POV-

I headed upstairs  dropping the phone and opened maddy's bedroom door.
I sighed and sat at the end of the bed,
Damn I do get over reactive at times I don't realise how aggressive I get.
I rubbed her back feeling her spine that seeped through her skin.
Her eyes flickered opened.
I kissed her cheek.
"Here let me take your makeup off" I said softly
She sat up and crossed her legs infront of me,
I got a makeup wipe and wiped around her eyes,
"You gotta be more gentle with your skin Maddy" I said
"What's it to you"
"Matter of fact I would have chopped off my right arm to have such clear, soft skin you have when I was your age"
"Really"
"Yep, ghost tells me he's jealous" I chuckled
She smiled at that.
"Dad I'm sorry that I was stressing you out and being in your way I promise I'll get our of your way agai-
"It's okay baby, it's okay, I didn't mean what I said I was just caught up in the moment that's all. I promise you it's not your fault" I said holding her close,
She winced putting her hand over her head.
"What's wrong"
"I'm a little dizzy can we lie down" she whispered,
I nodded and we lay next to each other looking each other in the eyes.
"How was school"
"Alright, I got a new lab partner,"
"Was she nice"
"Actually he is a boy, he didn't talk much but he never beat me up so that's a plus" she smiled
I kissed her hand
"Good cause vinny would break his legs"
She laughed, "I know he would"
" he sounds nice" I smiled
"Yeah we'll wait until he finds out that I'm dyin-
There was a silence.
"I finished the pasta you started" I said passing her a bowl
She smiled and kicked off her shows revealing her bruised ballerina feet.
"You wanna watch a movie"
"Yeah sure. I love you dad"
"Love you too darling"
"Oh by the way you have radiotherapy tomorrow"
She nodded and snuggled into my chest.

Hey guys
I'm back!!! And it's so close to Halloween I can't wait.
I hope your all okay.
I will try and get back to my regular schedule again
I wrote these last three chapters on the plane without 48 hours of sleep so if there is any major mistakes I hope you can understand xx
Anyways I hope that the beginning of part three which is also the final part of the story is okay.
Please please comment what you think on these chapters so far.

And what you think of Blane and I hope the image of the teenage Madelyn is suitable
Comment what you think
I love you guys very very much and I missed you all!
Seeya
Gem
Xxxx

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