Memories.

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-Chris's POV-
I shot up awake to my phone ringing,
May also awoke getting up from my chest,
I got out of bed,
"It's alright get back to sleep I'll be with you in a minute" I whispered tucking her back in,
She fell back asleep,
I walked over to my phone and opened the sliding patio doors and stood in the balcony making sure to close the sliding window so I don't wake Maddy,
She needed the rest.
"Hello?"
"Chris, it's Jeff, the lyrics you sent me have been a hit,"
"Thanks," I smiled
"I am booking you guys a studio and we have a tour booked also"
I gulped
"I dunno if I can,"
"What?"
"I have Madelyn and its not the bested of times at the moment"
"Chris, you can't back out of this man, it ain't gonna record itself, you can't keep backing out, it's taken you long enough to write these couple of songs, this is t like you."
I stayed silent looking out into the dark woods.
He sighed,
"I'll text you the times later this week what time is it there"
"2am,"
"I apologise, I forgot about time zones,"
"It's fine,"
"I should leave you be"
"Yeah,
"Don't sacrifice your dreams for her Chris, remember you have a name to uphold,"
I rolled my eyes and hung up.
I headed back inside,
I got into bed and held Maddy close.
"Your cold" whispered Maddy,
"I'm sorry," I said kissing her cheek
"That's okay,"
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I awoke with Maddy already awake and out of bed,
She was sitting at the edge of the bed trying to tie her shoe laces.
I yawned and sat up sorting my worn doll shirt.
I sat next to her at the edge of the bed,
She sighed and dropped the shoe crossing her arms.
"Here let me" I said picked up her shoe and tying it for her,
"I is sowwy I is useless but it's so hard"
"That's okay Maddy, you'll get it sooner or later" I said fluffing her hair
"Where are you going anyways?" I added,
"Outside is dat okay?"
"Yeah that's fine, but bring banshee with you and keep away from the streams and river, okay?"
"Otay"
-maddy's POV-
I ran out of the house and into the woods with banshee and his lead.
I giggled and ran Into he woods,
I found a massive pile of fallen leaves in a ditch,
I gasped and jumped in it making the leaves fly everywhere
Banshee barked and jumped in with me with his little short legs and big tummy.
I love corgis.

I smiled as I looked to the sky

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I smiled as I looked to the sky.
I felt a sudden nostalgia like I had done something like this before,

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Maddy felt a sudden wave of emotion as she visioned herself back when she was younger with her mum.
She could remember distinctly sneaking out of the house when John was passed out drunk on the sofa as always during the day.
Her mommy had a bruise under her eye but she told Maddy that she was being silly and slipped in the bath,
But that was obviously a lie.
Her and her mommy left for the park and pushed Maddy on the swing,
They giggled and laughed that day, and they both used to gather piles of leaves that had fallen and put it in a big heap and then they would jump into the pile.
It was like nothing bad ever happened and Madelyn was oblivious the whole time until it one day clicked that she was trapped with a abuser and a rapist.

-maddy's POV-

I must have laid in the hazel leaves for about ten minutes tears streaming down my cheeks.
I sat up and wiped them,
Banshee rested my head on my stripy black and white tights.
Looked round his neck seeing the collar which automatically gave me a vision of mom.
I jumped and ran away,

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-Chris's POV-

"-and just a pinch of mayo and there" I smiled making sandwiches,
I put them in a pack lunch and headed out,
I thought it was nice to eat outside,
It's such a nice day, grey sky's and everything, no sun.
I headed out to the woods with chicken sandwiches
I headed into the woods and found Maddy on her knees looking up at a tree, crying her heart out.
"Aww Maddy come here" I said kneeling to her holding her tight,
"I want my mommy" she sobbed,I looked down almost on the verge of tears myself.
"I miss her too, I miss her too" I said rocking back and forth,
"I want her back, I wanted to say hi to her but she was gone" she cried
"You'll understand when your older baby I promise" I whispered
"When's the funeral?"
"Next week some time"
"do I come?"
"You don't have to of you don't want to darling"
"I want to"
I kissed her forehead.
And out her head to the crook of my neck,
"I brung  some lunch"
"Thankyou Chwis but I'm not hungry"
I frowned,
The last time she ate was yesterday lunch of course she is gonna be hungry,
"It's just try and have something it will give you some energy"
"Hmm"
"Please for me?"
"Otay"
She ate half a sandwich while sitting on my lap as I looked out into the river and played with her soft hair,
She was quiet for about the rest of the day.

Hey guys
Kinda filler chapter,
I'm gonna attempt on making a video this weekend but I ain't promising anything.
I'll try.
Also Britain has left the EU.
The prime minister has quit and left us.
And the British version of Donald trump has won the vote,
And now the first minister is taking the opportunity to mess more shit io and having another referendum where Scotland leaves Britain.
What a mess.
Britain is fucked.
And it's easy for the older generation to say shit,
But it's my generation that is gonna get affected, and we can't even vote.
It's bullshit.
Sorry for the rant.
Also Donald trump is in Scotland right now,
Grrr
Sorry I should shut up,
Anyways
Hope you enjoyed this chapter.
It will be a couple of chapters  until the build up for the next piece of drama.
What will it be?
Find out in the future xx
Seeya
Love you guys
Gem
Xxx

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