My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

She always hated when i cried.

-Chris's POV-
I headed  home,
I didn't want to talk anyone,
I just wanted Madelyn in my eyes,
And to be alone.
I started the car and the radio came on,
I automatically turned it off,
I wanted it silent,
I felt emotional and tired.
I sighed and drive home.
I headed to ghosts and I saw Maddy wave good bye to ghost as she hopped in the car,
Ghost motioned me to get out of the car for a minute,
"Hey what's up"
"I just wanted to say, I think Maddy is upset"
"Why what's wrong?"
"I think she thinks that you don't love her,"
I gulped,
"Alright, I'll talk to her thanks ghost"
"No problem, how was Laura?"
"I- we had a argument, I caught her taking drugs and I- I'll talk about it another time, I dint really wanna talk about it"
"That's okay, I'll Seeya then"
"Seeya"
I got back in the car and drove off.
Maddy was silent as usual.
She has been for a while now,
As I was driving I stopped in the mc Donald's drive thru,
"What do you want  maddy?"
"Chicken nuggets pwease" she said quietly,
She always had nice manners the girl, always with her please and Thankyous.
We got home,
And tucked into our fast food,
Our feet up on the coffee table, and watching sponge bob,
Normal parents would tell their kids off for putting their feet up,
But me, I don't  give a fuck,
We laughed at the show, it was the episode with sponge bob and the doodle Bob guy,
I love that sponge bob episode shhh

Me and Maddy imitated doodle bobs voice together,
"Moi! Moi! Me MOI!!!!" I said jumping on the sofa .
She stood up,
"Me moiiiiiii!"
I chuckled and ran round the living room,
"Meeeeoiiiiiiiiii!!!"
"You sound like a dying cat!" Laughed Maddy,
"I am a dying cat!" I laughed,
We both tripped and fell in the floor laughing looking up at the ceiling,

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It was now night and Maddy lay in bed and I closed my book that I was reading which was the girl with the dragon tattoo,
I just began to read the books and I am in love with lisbeth salander,
I looked over at Maddy who was curled up and had my back to me,
I sighed and turned off the bedside light,
I took her little cold hand and kissed it,
"Come here" I whispered,
Her eyes stayed closed,
She curled up into a ball,
Her little knees against my stomach,
As I lay on my side,
I put my hand on her cheek,
She was so cold compared to me,
"look at me darling" I whispered,
She shook her head,
"Why?" I said my thumb rubbing the back of her hand
"I dont want you to see me cwy"
I held her close,
"Let it all out Maddy"
She burst into tears into my shirt,
I bit my lip and cried also
She looked up at my still crying,
She got on her knees and held my face as I cried,
She kissed my lips and my nose.
As tears streamed down her own little face,
She crawled over to the bedside table and got her handkerchief
She dabbed under my eyes and wrapped her arms round my neck,
I took the piece of cloth off of her and wiped hers also,
"Maddy, baby you have no idea how much Chris and everyone loves you"
She sniffled,
I rubbed her back,
"I know it's just hard" she whimpered
"Why is it hard darling"
"Cause- I am more used to being hurt and alone and it feels weird"
"I know baby I know, but I want you to realise that I am here for you"
She nodded,
"I is too, I felt bad cause you wooked sad today"
I held her tighter,
"Is mommy okay?"
"Yeah, mommy is just finding it hard to get better that's all,"
"Will I see her?"
"I don't know Maddy I really don't"
"That's okay," she yawned
"Try and get some sleep alright?"
"Okay"

Hey guys,
I hope you are all okay,
I am.. Well, I just found out my Friend that was in hospital with a brain tumour that got out, not that long ago,
Who had to learn how to walk again,
She is back in hospital again 😓
I just- don't want to lose her,
Anyways,
I'm fine I promise..
So if you guys want to ask me any questions for my YouTube video that you want me to answer then please comment some questions and I'll answer them in the video!
I dunno when it will be uploaded big I'm filing it this weekend or as soon as possible.
Anyways
I love you guys,
Comment a question and what you think of the chapter,
Seeya
Gem
Xxx