My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

Just like her..

-Chris's POV-
I awoke to the birds tweeting,
I smiled as I noticed Madelyn fast asleep,
She sniffled and her eyes flickered open,
"Hey you"
"Hey"
"Sleep well?"
She nodded and coughed,
I tucked her hair behind her ear,
"You feeling okay? I don't need to take you to the doctors on anything do I?"
She shook her head no,
"That's good, come on let's get some breakfast huh?"
She smiled,
"Okay"
We both headed down stairs,
"So what do you want, eggs?"
"Yes pwease"
"Can you put some of this food in banshees bowl for me?"
She nodded and took the bag of dog food,
She poured some in his bowl and banshee began to eat away,
"Good boy buddy! Chwis Chwis wook!" Said Maddy patting his back,
"What?" I smiled
"He is sitting nice while eating!"
"Wow! Maddy you did that," I gasped playing along,
She gasped, "I made him sit nice?"
"Yesss!"
"he such a good doggy woggy"
I chuckled and served the food,
We both sat at the table,
My phone then went off,
"Hello?"
"Hey Chris"
"Oh hey balz what's up?"
"I heard the little one wasn't feeling to good"
"Oh yeah a lot of stuff happened, it was my fault but she is okay now"
"Ryan Ashley is worried and wanted to see her so I thought if you weren't busy if you wanted to come by the shop and we can all hang out, it's closed today so yeah"
"Yeah sure she hasn't been in the shop yet so that will be great she'll love that balz"
"Okay cool just drop by I think the guys are coming round to hang"
"Kay cool Seeya soon"
"Bye"
"Hey Maddy how would you feel about hanging out with balz and the guys at his shop today?"
"Balz has a shop?!"
"Yes it's a antique store called the strange and unusual"
"Aww cool yeah I wanna go!"
"Sweet let's go then"
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We drove to the shop.
"Here we are,"
"Dere is a skeleton in teh front window"
"Yup and a lot more inside, I'll buy you somthing if you like "
"Dats okay Chwis you dont have to"
I was shocked, very formal for a 6 year old,
" if you like something say,"
We entered the store,
Toronto and Casper going wild at our feet,
"Hello!" Said balz,
"Hai balz" said Maddy giving him a hug,
He lifted her up,
"Ohhh come here you"
She giggled as he put her down,
"Erm, herm where is my hug?" Said Ryan Ashley grinning,

"Ryan!"
"Hello! Aww your getting so cute!" She said hugging her,
"I wove your doggies"
"That's Toronto and Casper,"
"their so fluffy!" She said sitting down and playing with them,
We all chuckled,
Ricky and ghost came in together as they are room mates at their apartment.
"Hey guys"
"ghost!" Yelled Maddy,
"Boo!"
She laughed,
Ryan came in,
"What's up guys!"
"Hello Ryan the man who taught my daughter how to swear,"
"What? It slipped out"
"Mmmhmm?"
Vinny came in,
"Sup mother flukas!"
"Sup Vinny!" Yelled Madelyn who was still sitting on the floor playing with the dogs,
"what do you eat the Booty like?!"
"Wike groceries!"
My mouth dropped,
"Vinny"
"Yes Chris?"
"Please don't."
"Everyone needs a bit of trap demon in their life Chris!" Said Vinny slapping my ass,
I grunted,
"Ha ha Chwis and Vinny sitting in a twee K I S S I N G!,"

Really?
Vinny winked as they all laughed,
"Very funny guys,"
"Right who wants to go out and walk the dogs?!"
"Me!!!" Yelled Maddy,
"Can we stop at mc Donald's?" Said Ryan,
"If you want" said Ryan Ashley

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We walked along the river, Maddy sitting in Ricky's shoulders giggling as rip icky goofed around,
Me and balz were talking behind,
"So tell me Chris, would you prefer being alone without her or with her now?"
"To be honest balz, both, i wish she wasn't born in a way,"
"Why?"
"Cause.. I dunno, she wouldn't have gone through all this bullshit, even though she isn't with her mother or boyfriend Andy getting beaten, she still isn't with a proper father"
"Your a great dad Chris,"
"Oh but I'm not balz, I have commitments to make, my fans and the album. All that shit was my first priority for years and years, but now.. Now I have to put her first"
"Then put her first"
" I try but.. I keep failing"
"Does she see you as a dad?"
"I told her not to call me dad, cause- I know it sounds bad but it's like I'm not even her dad"
Balz sighed,
"Also got as you love each other that's the main thing"
"Yeah" I sighed,

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We got back to the shop and watched movies for the rest of the night,
Ryan and Vinny asleep on each other,
Ryan Ashley and balz on the sofa watching the credits,
Ricky and ghost sitting on the floor eating popcorn,
And me sitting crossed legs with Maddy sitting on my lap playing with a music box,
With a dancing ballerina on it,
"You like that huh?"

She nodded,
"She is so pwetty"
I smiled,
"You can have it if you like, no one ever buys it" smiled Ryan ash
"You sure?"
"Yeah of course, hey Maddy? Ever tried out for ballet?" She smiled
She shook her head,
"I wanna be just wike her"
We all smiled,
"Hey Chris maybe you could get her lessons" said Ryan Ashley
"Yeah I'll keep that in mind" I smiled playing with her soft hair,
"Right come on kiddo let's get you home to bed"
She yawned
"Bye darling sweet dreams and good night Chris" smiled Ryan Ashley who sat next to sleeping balz,
"Night"

I buckled her in and drove off,
She looked out of the window scared,
"You okay?"

"The road is weally dark"
"It's okay I'm here"
She let out a little high pitch groan of disapproval shaking her head,
"Here hold my hand alright and close your eyes,"
I took her small cold hand in mine and huffed on it to warm it up a little as I drove her home,
She was completely passed out by the time we got home,
I carried her to bed placing the music box on the dressing table,
I took off her short and trousers and slipped on her night dress,
Her thumb still in her mouth,
I smiled and kissed her temple and put her under the covers,

I smiled and fell asleep,

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I awoke around 2 am to crying,
I sat up expecting her to be in bed having a nightmare but she wasn't,
I headed to the bathroom which was where she was and I turned in the light she was sitting in the corner off it her hands over her eyes crying heavily,
I kneeled down taking her hands away,
"Hey, hey, Maddy what's wrong?" I said softly
"I had a bad dweam"
"About what darling what are you doing in the bathroom?"
" mommy so boyfwiend hold you to be bad and you began to beat me up cause I was bad." She cried,
I tensed for a second,
"Darling I would never ever hurt you, you understand me? Ever. I'm not like that, okay but next time if you have a bad dream don't go wandering, you gave me a fright when I woke up when you weren't there" I said picking her up and taking back to bed,
"Sorry,"
"What where you doing in the bathroom anyways?"I'm said laying back as we both looked at the ceiling.
"Mummy always told me not to cwy in front of anyone"
"Why?"
"Cause then mummy's boyfriend would get mad" she said
Tears rimmed my eyes letting one shed down my cheek,
"Chwis?"
"Why you crying don't  cry" she said giving me a cuddle
" I'm not crying it's just a little hay-fever"
"Oh, that's good den, I is sweepy though"
"Yeah baby get some sleep"
She nodded and switched off like a light,
And so did I as I hugged her close feeling her breath on the side of my torso.

Hey guys,
Is it bad that my nana has the same music box? XD
Anyways,
Comment what you think,
I have a history exam this Friday, :( meh so I'll try my hardest to update,
I hope your enjoying it so far,
I love you guys,
Comments make me fuzzy
Seeya
Gem
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