Chris motionless and his band is getting on well, him and his band have just gotten off tour and have almost finished their new record Reincarnate. His childhood dreams were going as planned, touring the world, making music, he never liked anyone ho...
I awoke to Madelyn having a nightmare, I looked down at her sadly as I sat up, I scooped her up and she stayed curled up shaking and whimpering, She gasped and awoke, She looked up at me and her little hand gripped into my shirt. I took her little hand. "Today is the day" I said to her, "dat we say goodbye to mommy?" She said tears streaming down her cheek, " I would say that, think of it like welcoming her into another destination" I smiled wiping her tears with my thumb. She smiled slightly,
-- "Their beautiful," She didn't say anything, her face was solemn and emotionless, I put some roses in her curled hair. "Now I'll just do my makeup and we are good to go okay?" She stayed silent and stood by the dressing table which I sat at doing my makeup, One I was finished I sorted my collar and put on some setting spray, She innocently picked up a tub of powder and looked at it. "You want some?" She smiled a little and nodded, I did too, I've been wanting to do this for so long but I didn't know if she was the girly type to want her makeup done. But I'm not turning her into a girly little thing, more like a pretty little goth baby. "There very pretty Maddy," I kissed her cheek,
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"Now I'll just spray this and then you'll be set close your eyes baby" I sprayed some setting spray, and she sneezed, I only did her eyebrows and eyeshadow. I didn't want to put on any foundation as she already had beautiful porcelain skin. Ghost be jealous. I took her little hand and we drove to the cemetery It was planning on being a small funeral service, Linda brown the lady at the orphanage was attending along with the band, and some of Laura's friends. And family. I never met her family, her parents weren't attending but the rest were. I was somewhat nervous as from Laura's point of view, her family don't seem very nice. Let's just hope nothing comes to harm Madelyn, that's all that I care about. We arived to the cemetery There must have been a church service or something on at the same time cause there was a group of people wearing pastel clothes ready to go into the church, We saw the group in all black and walked to them hand in hand. Maddy squeezed my hand as we walked past the coffin ready for the short service. I kneeled to her, "Sweetie look at me, you ding have to be here if you don't want to alright? I can't take you home if you don't wanna see" I said putting my hand in her cheek, She put her hand over mine. "It's otay Chwis I wanna say good bye and see her one last time" I smiled and stood up. --- After the service me and Maddy stood over the whole withe the coffin in it, We both picked up a handful of dirt and threw it down together. I kissed her cheek as she sniffled, "hey any why don't you go play with the kids over there for a bit while I go talk to the family okay?" "Otay"
I walked over to Linda. "What you thinking?" I asked "I'm not sure, it's sad to see her go, and the family well- "What about it?" "The most blunt family on the planet apparently, they all hate each other, and I can tell they hate you" "Oh thanks" "Just look at the smiles they give each other, full of sarcasm and hate. I wish you luck. How is Maddy taking all this by the way" "I'm hint the best I can to keep her chin up, she gets quiet now and again, she misses her, s..she was there" "Don't blame yourself Chris, just had bad timing I guess, I hope you get on okay, and I'll see you soon, " "Bye" I sighed and began to talk with the family. "Greeting I am Grant, Laura's grandfather and your the idiot that got her pregnant" " I- I'm Chris" Shit this is gonna be a pain. Vinny save me.
-maddy's POV-
I aproached the kids that walked out of the church, They all wore bright colours and flowers in their hair and about my age. "H..hi" I said quietly. "Oh hey I haven't seen you in church" said the blonde girl " no I came from over there" I pointed.
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"Why are you dressed like somebody died?"
"M..my mommy died" "Oh I would have died too if I had a creepy daughter like you, you must have like scared her to death" laughed the girl. I clenched my fists and hit the girl, She squealed and I began to hit her more and more. One of her friends pulled my hair and shiver my to the ground ripping my tights I got back up to defend myself but the girl's parents grabbed my arm to get me off her which hurt, they held me really tight and pushed me back to the ground "Devil child devil child!" Yelled the mother as they walked away with her husband and daughter I began to cry and ran away
-Chris's POV- "So how was the family," "Awful Ryan they all hate me," "What about Maddy?" " I dunno Ryan she needs to be loved and I need to show her she is cared for now, she gets nightmares and also Vinny has been showing her gangsta rap and you have been teaching her how to swear!- "Wow would you look at that! Maddy finally acting like a true rebel that's awesome!" Said Vinny pointing I frowned and turned to see Maddy being caught in a fight then running away. "Shit" I cussed and ran after her.
Hey guys Sorry if this chapter is shit. I dunno I have had no motivation all day. I had no sleep so I had no energy, Also I have been really down aswell. I hate to admit it. And I haven't told my family or my mates u dunno if they see this but. I think I am falling back into my depression again. I suffered from it for about two years but then found positivity in life. But now I think I'm falling behind again. I'm sorry if I make these author notes personal. I don't mean to if you want me to stop I'll stop. But I don't have anyone else to turn to. Anyways I'll see how things go in about a week or so maybe it will pass. I love you guys very much Seeya Gem Xx
