My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

It could be painless..

-madelyns POV-
I awoke to a empty bed,
I sat up and shivered,
It was cold in this house cause Chwis normally turns on the heating in the mornings,
I headed downstairs with banshee, I grabbed the bag of dog food, and filled his bowl,
He crunched on his treats,
I headed into the living room seeing Chris still asleep on the couch,
He had heaven eye bags round his eyes,
He was worn out,
I bit my lip as I let a tear slip,
I opened Chris's arms and lay next to him,
My back against his chest as I put his arm round me as I silently cried

-Chris's POV-
I felt maddy's shoulders Bob up and down against my chest making me wake up,
I looked down at her sadly,
Her eyes were scrunched closed and she cried silently,
I rubbed her shoulders trying to calm her down,
I turned her over to face me and I let her head rest on my hand, tangling my fingers in her long soft hair,
"Shh shh shh" I said clapping her cheek,
She whimpered and squeaked,
"Maddy, look at me, come on where is that smile," I said softly smiling at her,
She gulped and opened her eyes,
She sniffled and smiled,
"Yay" I cheered silently,
She giggled and I chuckled kissing her forehead,
"I missed that cute little smile of yours"
"You did?"
"I did, but why did it go away, what's wrong?"
"Just seeing you All worn out makes me sad"
"Aww Madelyn that's alright, I'm fine see" I said taking her hand and putting it on my chest so she could feel my heart beat,
"Aww so your not a vampire"
"Meh part vampire" I shrugged she smiled,
"Now how about we go outs side the back garden and have a picnic-
I heard knocks at the door,
I grunted and headed to the hallway,
I opened up to see Jeff,
I gulped,
"Hey Maddy how about you go outside,"
"But it's cold can't I stay upstairs?" She said from the living room,
"Here take my jacket it will only be for a bit I promise" I said handing her my Manson hoodie,
She nodded and stuck her tongue out at Jeff,
"We need to talk" said Jeff firmly,
I let him inside closing the doors and shutting the windows so Maddy wouldn't hear,
"I want by the end of this week you back on the rails"
"But the doctor said I needed to rest-
"Something you must understand about me Chris is I don't give a fuck about your outside life, from your medical state to your family life, I want you up to date with everything by Sunday"
I gulped,
"Which means get rid of the kid"
I stepped away,
"Like hell I am"
"Well it's either you or I take her away myself,"
I gulped
"I won't let you take her" I shook my head smiling
"Oh it wouldn't be you, but I can simply call child services, they will believe a business man not a tattooed man that still looks like he is going through his thirteen year old emo phase"
I clenched my fists
"It's either you take her in yourself or you get charged with abuse and-
"But I never even abused her!"
"But you did leave in the house alone to starve and let her get stung by thousands of bees didn't you!"
I looked like
"Didn't you!" He beamed
"Yes" I mumbled
"It can be painless Chris, if you let her go, no one will get hurt,"
He left at that,
***
Chris stood paralysed for a moment,
He stumbled back holding onto the unit for support as he bent over sobbing,
Knocking over the telephone and the stack of CDs,
He sorted himself out and wiped his tears as he headed outside,
Madelyn. Was sitting out in the grass trying to attach the ends of her flower crown,
Chris sat behind her,
Her in between his legs,
"Chwis can you get this, I can't get it to stay" said Maddy handing him her flower chain,
He smiled and fixed it placing it on her little head,
She giggled and turned round,
"Ohhh how did you get so adorable" said Chris squeezing her cheeks,
She blushed.
" I want to remember you just this way"
"I wuv you Chwis"
"I love you Madelyn no matter what I will always love you, no matter what happens"
"You otay Chwis you sound sad"
"It will be okay Maddy darling"

Hey guys
This is a build up chapter,
I'm sorry if you guys hate me,
Pls don't kill me,
I recently uploaded a video about my experience with the recent bullying at my school,
And outside school,
If your from school please don't watch it cause YouTube is my escape from it so..
Anyways I love you guys
I'll update tomorrow
Seeya
Gem
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