My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

Why Bother?!

-Madelyns POV-

I whimpered as my head was slammed into yet another school locker.
They then grabbed my back pack and threw me to the ground. Making me drop most of my books.
Then as if out of nowhere.
A pair of familiar eyes gazed at me.
It was Dylan.
He knelt down to me, our eyes locked in the corridor
"You alright?"
"I'm fine" I smiled in a daze.
"No, your not your bleeding"
"Am I? Oh-" I put my hand to my face and noticed my nose was bleeding,
"Come on" he said helping me up and taking me to the boys bathroom.
He locked the door and told me to sit on the sink while her grabbed some wet paper towels,
He dabbed under my nose and pressed it above my bruised eyebrow.
He then noticed a bruise at the side of my face which led on to under my wig.
He was about to touch my wig but I moved away, stopping his hands.
"Please, I think there is a scratch under there"
"No I'll get it myself later"
"It's gotta be clean-
"No I don't  want to take it off!"
"Come on I'm not gonna judge you!"
"I don't  care I'm not showing you"
"Come in let me just-
I shoved his hands away once more and got up leaving the bathroom.
"Madelyn!" He yelled after me,
" Maddy wait!"
"Don't call me that!" I yelled as I headed home.
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The walk home was dreadful and lonely.
The music in my headphones didn't do a thing.
I must have sounded like such a bitch back there.
Well done Madelyn, god I'm so stupid.
He was only trying to help but I pushed him away.
I got in the house and ghost smiled from the kitchen
"There's my girl" smiled Chris
Their smiles faded when they noticed my bruised face,
"Oh my- Maddy what happened"
"Just some kids mucking around, I'm fine, Dylan helped me clean myself up"
"You seem sad about that"
"What did he do" added  ghost
"He just- god he was only trying to help but I over reacted when he wanted to take my wig off"
"Aww he probably just wanted to make sure you were okay" smiled ghost.
I began to hit my arm like I used to do as a kid,
"I'm just a stupid stupid stupid bitch and-
"Maddy stop!" Said Chris grabbing my arms away.
I Gulped and headed upstairs.

-ghosts POV-
I sipped my tea and Chris sighed leaning on the counter,
"She is just- it's hard ghost, the whole wig thing-
He began to get emotional and began to alsmost cry,
,"how about I talk to her"
"Yeah that would be best" he nodded.
I headed upstairs and saw Maddy lying curled up on the bed weakly.
"Hey" I said softly,
I sat at the edge of the bed.
She turned over to me,
"Ghost am I being pathetic?" She began to cry,
"Aww, not darling, come here"
"I'm stressing him out ghost" she cried into my chest.
"What? Who" I asked softly rubbing her back
"I've heard  him talking to the record label, he is late with another song and it's all my fault"
"How is it your fault though Maddy"
She got off the bed and stood up,
"Because I have fucking cancer and I do nothing but muck up things! He even said it himself that he was struggling!" She began to sob,
"Th-that was years ago Maddy-
"Yeah well I only seem to get worse don't I?! Heck! I dunno why he bothers with the therapy cause I seem to only make his job even harder as a parent and artist!"

-Chris's POV-

I put my hand over my mouth as I took in every word from the other side of the door,
Is this what she really thinks,
She walked out and we both met eyes.
Hers, blood shot with tears and so was mine.
"I..I need air" she struggled to speak and left the house.

Hey guys
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
but also
The new motionless in white album will be called the graveyard shift!
And I may or may not be entering the competition for the album cover.
I love photography so I may aswel.
Anyways I'm hyper for the new album now,
Anyways I'm gonna go
Live you guys very much
Comment what you think
Seeya
Gem
Xxx