My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

Chris didn't mean it.

-Chris's POV-

I awoke to the sound of that music box ringing in my ear,
I grunted and woke up.
"Madelyn please turn that off its getting on my nerves"
I heard the box close,
I sighed and fell back asleep,
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I shot awake an hour later to the sound of ruckus downstairs from the kitchen,
I looked next to me, Maddy wasn't there,
I leaped out of bed and ran down stairs
"Maddy?!"
She lay on the kitchen floor,
The medicine box on top of her and glass covered the floor,
"Maddy! Jesus are you okay?!" I said kneeling down to her,
Her hands bunched rubbing her eyes as she sat up,
Her hands cut up from the broken glass,
I sighed, "you gotta be careful darling what were you trying to reach?" I said sitting her on the kitchen counter,
"I fweel sick" she sniffled,
"Aww Hun where abouts?"
"My tummy" she sniffled,
"Aw here I'll give you some medicine" I said handing her two pain killers and a glass of water,
she took the pill and tried to swallow with the water but choked and spat it out in the sink,
"I is sowwy! It's hard" she said putting her arms out,
I put the, down,
"That's alright I didn't expect you to get it down to be honest here I have an idea"
I got the tablets and crushed them both into powder, I got a can of coke and lured it and the powder into a glass and handed it to her,
"Try getting that into your system, it should help your tummy" I smiled,
"Thankyou" she said sitting it,
I cleaned the mess in the floor and made some breakfast,

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"Okay I'll be in my office, uhh knock if you need anything okay"
She nodded as she sat on the sofa watching TV

-Madelyn's POV-

I finished watching three episodes of sponge bob when my stomach hurt again,
I let out a sad grumble and crawled upstairs pending over the bathroom,
I wooked in the mirror and noticed all teh bruises I had in my knees from mummy's boyfriend John,
I then noticed a magazine that randomly sat on the chair in the corner of the bedroom
I flicked through the pages looking at the pretty ladies in the book,
There was a picture of a girl with pretty skin and she sat down,I placed the book up leaned against the mirror of the dressing table and did the same sitting pose as her,
But I was different.
She had no tummy and I did,
I lifted my shirt and poked it, I looked at myself sadly,
I want to be pretty, why can't I be pretty?
I closed the book and ran to the toilet,
I began to puke up my breakfast,
I hate being sick,
I got out my toothbrush and toothpaste and brushed my teeth and drank my Disney princess mouthwash that tasted wike strawberries,
I got back into the bedroom and began to take in all the framed posters and framed vinyls.
Some of them spelled motionless in white,
I smiled, Chwis is a fan of dem.
I wike motionless, the mans voice is pretty, and the bassists makeup is beautiful.
I looked at a framed picture of Chris and a girl,
I tilted my head,
She was a pretty girl, Chris wooks happy with her,
But he has never look that happy with me,
I sighed,
I took the small picture off the table and headed downstairs,

-Chris's POV-

I grunted and slammed my hand down on the glass desk,
I'm surprised I haven't fucking broke the shit yet,
I always get stressed and frustrated when writing and it doesn't turn out the way I want,
I hate it,
I shook my head and crumpled up the but of paper,
And threw it in the trash.
I need to focus, the last thing I need is distractions-

-Madelyn's POV-

I opened the door slightly,
Scared,
"Chwis?"
"What?! Can't you see I'm fucking working?! What do you want?" He snapped.
I jumped and shakily showed him the picture,
"Who is dis?"
He turned in his chair and snatched it off me,
"Where did you find this?" His deep voice said sternly in my ear,
I gulped,
"Where?!"
"In the b..bedroo-
"In fact it doesn't fucking matter, don't you ever go through my things you do not understand and you will never understand!! You don't know me! How dare you touch my things!" He screamed,
"I..I is sowwy-
"You will never understand the adult world just- get out, go to your room at once, I am trying to work now get the fuck out" he said
I broke into tears and ran out of the office and back up stairs,
I jumped into the bed and sobbed into Chwis's pillow.

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-Chris's POV-
About an hour later I snapped out of my writing trance that I had going on,
Fuck I'm stupid,
I am a fucking dick when it comes to writing,
The devil inside just gets the best of me if I get pissed off under pressure,
I headed up stairs,
I hope she is okay,
I headed into the bedroom but she wasn't there,
I sighed and lay down on the bed and felt the wetness of the pillow from her crying,
I then noticed her little feet on the floor behind the curtain next to the window,
"It's okay you can come out" I said softly still lying in the bed,
She peeped her head behind the fabric and slowly came towards me,
She stood at the edge of the bed,
I patted a spot next to me,
She shakily got onto the bed but looked away from me,
"Madelyn" I said softly,
She didn't look at me,
"Look at me darling"
She did so, her blood shot eyes all puffy, red and sore looking from crying her little heart out.
" I'm so sorry Maddy, i- I dint know what came over me"
She began to cry again,
I brung her into a tight grasp as she cried into my chest,
"Shh shh, your alright, Chris didn't mean it" I kept whispering in her ear rocking her back and forth,
"I thought you w,,we're gonna hit me wike my dweam"

"No no no never will I do that" I whispered kissing her cheek,
She nodded, "I know I was scared"
" no need to be scared of me darling I will never hurt you, Chris was just getting stressed by work that's all"
"I sowwy I was annoying you"
"You weren't it's okay, "
She sniffled and her head Lay in my chest
I got the picture that she had before,
" that girl there is my younger sister,"
"She is pwetty"
I chuckled, "yeah, she got that from moms side of the family, I have more of my dads genes"
"No you don't Chwis you pretty too,"
I chuckled,
"Reason why I got upset was that I haven't really seen it in a while, she uhh she got in a car accident from drink driving, that's the main reason I'm straight edge,"
Remember fiction
"What does straight edge mean?"
"It means I refrain from alcohol, smoking and taking drugs"
"Ohhh that's good will dat help your heart?"
I chuckled "yeah a little"
She smiled and poked my chest,
" I so sorry about your sister Chwis I didn't. Know, poor you" she said kissing my shoulder,
I smiled and held her close
" I'm sorry for yelling"
We sat in silence listening to each other breathing and her listening to my heartbeat,
" how is you tummy"
"Much better, I think it was teh mc Donald's last night"
"I told Vinny not to give you his mc flurry you already had two"
She shrugged, "he offered"
"You up for tacos? I mean it is Tuesday and I have all the ingredients"
"Yeah!"
"Come on" I said picking her up
"Can I help"
"You can help me chop the peppers and add the seasoning"
"Yay!"
I laughed and carried her to the kitchen,