My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

You make it hard for me to die

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The bell rang at 3:30 and a crowd of kids in uniform packed the front of the school and out into the peach sky,
Madelyn left not talking to anyone, she preferred to be at peace and alone at the moment,
Not that she didn't want to be spoke to, but that she liked to let her mind explore now and then.
She heard footsteps running from behind me,
And an arm lean on her small shoulder, she giggled recognising the scent of Dylan's cologne.
"Heyyy madz, how are ya"
"Oh just fine" she blushed,
He kissed her on the cheek and held her hand and walked home together,
"So what's up, you haven't been talking this whole week"
"You know I can't stand with you whilst your smoking Dylan"
" I know, I'm sorry I have been trying to quit, it's just school stresses me out"
"You dint have to quit for me Dylan, if you are going to quit do it for yourself not for me,"
"I don't care, my lungs will thank me later"

There was a silence as they walked along,
"How have you been feeling?"
"I don't know what I've been feeling"
"What do you mean?"
"The doctors came back to us, you know to find out what's wrong with me, well yeah, they said that it wasn't positive news and needed to take the results to a higher hospital up in the city somewhere"
Dylan never said a word yet his hand gripped her hand more securely,
"So what? Your strong, I know your strong,"
"But I'm not that kind of string am I?" He huffed crossing the road walking away from him,
Dylan chased after her grabbing her arm,
"Look, you've gotten through everything else so why can't you get through this, just don't be so negative-
"I'm tired Dylan, I'm in pain all the time, I may aswell, my life expectancy isn't too long Anyways, why would I have to let you all wait" she said getting emotional.
"You don't mean that" he shook his head,
"Sometimes at night when I'm laying down I find it hard to breathe, and I have to force my lungs open so they can work, but sometimes I give up, I wouldn't mind if I let myself die,"
"What about your dad! Floss, me?!"
"Your the reason it's hard for me to die"
"That's my job"
She turned on her heels and they hugged tightly, tears soaked into his school shirt.
"I'm sorry Dylan, I didn't mean anything I don't know what's gotten into me sometimes,"
"Stay with me tonight?"
"Of course "

Hey guys
Sorry I didn't update for a bit, been busy and stuff,
For those have you that don't know, balz and Ryan Ashley's dog Casper had died the night of Ink master,
I just read the post and cried, I've never lost a dog but I have lost rabbits and hamsters and it sucks,
So yeah, I'm pretty sad about that, the little fluff was such a happy little thing,
Anyways I hope you enjoyed this filler,
Comment what you think
I love you guys Seeya
Gem
Xxxxx