My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

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-Madelyn's POV- that's a picture of Laura btw ^^^>>>

I crawled weakly onto my feet and grabbed the wire that was connected to the house phone pulling it off the kitchen counter and dropping it onto the floor,
I didn't know the number but it was on the contacts under Chwis.
I pwessed the name and the phone dialled,
I gagged again but I couldn't be sick,
I began to cry again.
"C.chwis help pwease!" I cried

-Chris's POV-

My phone went off making me jump.
I grunted and hung up automatically.
This was not the time for phone calls.
I put the phone in my pocket and knocked on the door.
I heard the door unlock to see a traumatised woman to open up.
"Who are you and what do you want" she said looking around for any police.
"H..hello are you Laura marsh?"
"Yes? And you are?"
"I am Chris, Chris Cerulli,"
"Chris?" She whispered
I nodded,
"What are you doing here?"
"I needed to talk to you,"
"If it's about Madelyn, no. I don't wanna talk about it, she is yours for the thousand time now leave" she said slamming the door in my face,
I sighed and knocked again,
She opened up again and sighed,
"What?!"
"It's not about Maddy, it's about you,"
She looked up at me confused,
"W..why would you care about me Chris, it was a one night stand,"
"Cause we have a kid Laura please alright, it won't take long I, just I need to know what the deal is okay? So I can look after her a bit better okay?"
She sighed, "fine" she said letting me in,

***
Chris was shocked at the condition of her room,
It consisted of one small room with a low quality single bed that was stained with blood and dirt.
A counter and a shitty sink and a mini shower, there is a rusty grill and a old TV and a coffee table,
Which you couldn't really place any mugs on it due to them being covered with narcotics and drugs. Prescription pills, whiskey and needles,
I sat on the dusty sofa feeling the springs in the chair,

" Laura I am sorry I wasn't there I had no idea-
"No, it's my fault, I never told you" she said sadly looking down
"Laura I must know, what happened?"

She looked up at me weakly,

"After you left everything was fine. For a while actually, until I began to feel sick,
Then I found out I was pregnant, I then found John, he was so nice to me Chris, it was like actual love, he told me I was beautiful and he would do anything for me, he got me into drugs and alcohol but it was great! Getting high together felt like the best thing" she smiled looking up,

Her smile died,

"Then everything changed, Maddy was born and everything just went sour, I had to stop with the drugs you see, and I couldn't spend time with him that much, and he didn't like that, he was jealous, one night he forced me into taking acid for the first time, and I was a changed person after that. He began to hit me, rape me, tie me up if I didn't do as he said, he then set me up, he ran away for about a month, he was a clever man you see. So he disappeared and set me up, I was seen as the worst mother of the neighbourhood, it was in headlines, 'world's worst mother exposed', I was the taken to therapy sessions, I went once a week to talk about my feelings, but I still had to keep things private"

"W..why?" Chris gulped, his cheeks prickling with heat as I found it unexpectedly surprising that he actually feels sorry for the girl he seemed to hate about ten minutes ago,

"Because I knew that he was still out there and if he found out that I was telling them about him he would not hesitate and come back and kill me or even worse kill Madelyn"
Chris gulped

-Ricky's POV-
I sighed ringing the door bell of Chris's house and knocking loudly again,
"Chris open up dude I'm bored and wanna hang out!"
No answer, great, at least I'm not the only one who hates socialising in the group but really?
I grunted, and looked through the window to see Maddy,
She was lying down on the floor in the kitchen, her back to me,
Great, let me guess he forgot to put her to bed, I swear he is gonna get his kid taken off of him for this bullshit,
I shook my head and rolled my eyes and got out my phone telling him to get home and take care of his child or if he is home, to open the fuck up and make me food.

-Chris's POV-

"a month past and I was still-
My phone went off again,
I grunted and looked at the name, Ricky,
Can't you seem I'm busy,
I hung it up and turned off my phone for good,
"Sorry,"
"I was still addicted to drugs and still am as you can see, and he came back, but this time angrier, he told me to quit the therapy sessions and counselling or he threatened to rape and murder Madelyn"
Years pricked Chris's eyes as a vision of his little girl be threatened like that at such a young age,
"H..he didn't r..right?"
"No I wouldn't let him touch her-
"But you did,"
She looked up at me,
"She has bruises on her arms Laura, and belt slash scars all down her back, I've seen them"
"Not when I was sober"
"And how often was that?" Said Chris getting slightly ticked off.
"Every night he would drug me up. Fuck me and hit her, I heard it but I took so much I couldn't walk"
"Then why didn't you just take her and leave huh?! Ever thought about that?! You were sober in the day and clearly you knew what the deal was back then!"
"Shut the fuck up!!" She screamed standing up,
"How would you know huh?! You were beaten and raped by the person you loved were you?!"
Chris looked down,
"Were you?!"
"no"
"I was a mess I couldn't go out cause I was scared, Madelyn suffered from lack of nutrition as he wouldn't feed her and neither could I,  i may have been sober during the day but that didn't mean I was bed bound from the injuries from previous nights, he was rough and I couldn't walk," she yelled,
"Well why didn't you tell me and get help more quicker?!"

"You think it was that simple?! Look around you! Look where I've ended up! I was fucked up and I still am fucked up Chris! This is my life's work! That man made me nothing but these!" She yelled flinging the packets of ecstasy pills on the table,

"And even if I did this ain't what my idea of help is, in fact the reason why I am in suicide watch is because everyone else in this whole damn place is! Even the kids are! And I don't blame them, this place disgusts me" she spat.

"What about that night, the one that made that little girls life, what were your intentions?"
Said Chris sadly,
She calmed also taking out a cigarette and puffing the smoke,

"I was a mess back then-

"Pfft and what you're not a mess now are you?"
"You wanted a place to stay, I was drunk and wanted a fuck buddy,  the idea of a rough looking guy like you turned me on, I like men like that"

"You don't  say" mumbled Chris,

"I was gonna go on the pill but I woke up with a hangover and kinda forgot I never used a condom,"

It was silent for a moment,

Chris sighed and lay back putting his hands through his hair,
Laura sat down and puffed some smoke,
"So now look at us, stuck here, with a kid and a crazy rapist in jail" said Laura chuckling,
"Do you love her Laura?"
"Of course I do, but I can never see her"
"Why?"
"Because, if I did, nothing but guilt, sadness and shame would fill my heart to the point where I couldn't love her"
"I want to see you again, if that's okay?"
She nodded as they shook hands,
Chris left without a word,
Chris then turned on his phone and called Ricky back,
"What?"
"Finally, get your ass here Madelyn is on the floor in the kitchen passed out"
Chris's eyes widened to the point they almost popped out of their skull,
He hung up and bolted to his car speeding off.

Hey guys,
Hope you enjoyed this chapter,
Sorry it is long, do you like them long?
I dunno, but I can barely keep my eyes open cause it's really late.
I hope you are doing okay,
I'll update tomorrow
Seeya
Gem
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