Looking Back

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-Chris's POV-

"Thanks man, I owe you" I smiled getting out of vinny's car and standing in the snow,
"You sure this is the place?"
"I'm sure she said this was the camp they were staying at"
" alright then, I'll Seeya"
"Bye"

I shivered in the snow, as it began to fall, I headed down the hill towards the sign which said
LODGES
That's the place I needed to go, I shrugged and headed down there,
Sliding on the ice and almost breaking my neck, I made it to the foot path which lead into the woods.
It was pitch black and the snow was getting heavy making it hard to see,
I saw a teacher smoking by a lodge, I decided to ask the guy where Maddy stayed,
He clearly was a hipster, which makes sense, most art teachers are hipsters with awesome music tastes, I remember always getting on well with all my art teachers.
"Hey"
"Sup"
"I'm, umm Chris, Madelyn Cerulli's father and uhh I was planning on visiting her and where her lodge was"
"Yeah just down there"
I nodded and headed down the path, slipping yet again on the fucking ice.
I sighed and out up my hood,
Let me just see my baby girl already.
I knocked in the lodge and no one was home,
I frowned and looked around,
I began to walk down the path when someone came running towards me, making us both fall onto the ground,
At first I through the it was Maddy but turns out it was floss,
"Floss, shit, are you okay im sorry" I said helping her up,
She winced as I noticed blood that had stained the ice and snow  red.
Her knees dripping with crimson.
"Oh my goodness come inside"
We got into the small lodge,
She sat on the ends of the bed and cleaned her wounds,
"Where is everyone one, it looks like you've been crying, I'm sorry I didn't mean for you to get hurt
"No it's not that, it's-
"What?" My stomach churned.
"She ran away, Dylan said something he regrets and I just- we can't find her"

-Madelyns POV-

I walked as far as I could to what I thought was towards the light of the lamppost that indicates that you were near the lodges, but I was wrong, it was just a light from the main road.
I huffed and took my inhaler.
But I was all out in medicine, so I tried to inhale every last drop of my asthma meds but I was only able to inhale freezing cold air into my system which only made me worse.
I leaned against the tree, making me light headed,
I leaned my bloody hand on the frost coated tree and slowly limped further.
I shakily got out my phone and clicked on the name 'Chris'
I smiled and laughed to myself, tears dripped,on the screen,
Damnit, I forgot to change his name.
I sniffled and headed back through into the darkness. Feeling my lungs collapse.

-Floss's POV-

"That fucking Dylan, what did he say?," Chris said pissed, shaking his head.
"I don't know, apparently they were making out and he said somthing about the scars on her back and she left"
"That fuck! Wait till I see him" yelled Chris kicking the door open with anger,
"Chris! Wait" I grabbed his arm stopping him,
"There's something else"

-Madelyns POV-

I continued to limp feeling a sharp pain in my chest,
I choked on the air I breathed in, like I was no longer human and the oxygen this earth had provided for me was useless.
I coughed a harsh cough, which felt like my insides were being rubbed raw with sand paper.
Blood dropped from my hand, heavier this time, more blood than I've ever seen before.
It dropped down into the snow.
I almost puked but I kept it in, I just wanted to go home.
I wish it was like the good old days,

**
Madelyn looked back at the one time motionless in white organised a photoshoot with her.
Just before she was diagnosed with cancer.
"Okay and just tilt your head to the side and you'll be good as gold!" Smiled Chris from the other side of the room as I stayed sitting on teh white bench,
The fake blood was a little cold and sticky, but it was funny to get Chwis's face all covered in it when he did my makeup.
He he, Chwis is such a silly man.
I wooked wike a dead ballerina and when I looked in the mirror it was so awesome!
If mommy could see me now, I bet she would be proud.
Not of me, of chwis for making me happy.
"There we are kiddo, come here"
"Yay! Thankyou daddy!"
"No bother baby, now let's go scare the shit-
"Sugar Honey Iced Tea!"
"Your right I'm sorry, let's go scare the sugared honey iced tea out of vinny"
"Cool"

-Chris's POV-

"We found blood in the snow, we think she fell"
"No, I know where it's from, and it's worse than a little fall"
"You don't think it's the-
I looked over at her,
"Oh god"

Hey guys.
Hope your all okay,
I'm gonna get my wig fitted on Wednesday, I don't have to buy it if I don't want to, but I'm gonna try it on and I'm nervous as fuck.
Also I'm going out with my friend Blane again, we're going to Carisle,
Why do you need to know this I don't know but yeah.
Anyways I'm gonna go,
Comment what you think X
Love you guys, Seeya
Gem
Xxx

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