My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

I want her back

-madelyns POV-

I cried all night,
One of the girls got mad with me during the night and hit me hard,
So I woke up with a sharp pain on my arm,
I headed to the bathroom to find a big bruise on it,
I remember when Chwis used to kiss my bruises and cuts when I was hurted.
Then it hit me,
I know why Chwis never wanted me to call him daddy,
Cause he has been planning it.
He was never gonna keep me forever and ever wike he said,
He lied. I knew I was bad,
I smacked my hand as punishment,
"Madelyn breakfast is ready"
I nodded and wiped some tears that I shed,
And headed down to the table,
All of the kids were sitting round the table,
I walked to my chair and the girl that hit me who was called Lisa tripped me me up making everyone laugh,
I clenched my fists and sat down biting into a piece of toast,
Lisa grinned and stood behind me and not led my back scars,
"Looks like someone went to far with the razor blades" she grinned
"Lisa that's enough" said Linda
I gulped and left the table in embarrassment and sat outside beginning to cry,
"I'm sowwy Chwis

-Chris's POV-

I lay in my bunk as we stopped at the first lunch break,
Everyone left but me and Ryan Ashley
She stayed in her bunk all day,
"Ryan" I whispered
"Ryan" I shook her awake,
She turned round in her bunk and rubbed her eyes,
"I uhh was making coffee you want some"
"Yeah I should probably get up" she said sadly,
We both sat in silence across from each other,
"It's quite" she said trying to laugh but here eyes ended up beginning to water,
"Ryan I a, so sorry I-
"Chris you can't give up on her"
I looked down,
"What I did was cruel, but Jeff-
"Jeff doesn't control you Chris, your not his puppet, I loved her Chris, I thought you loved her" she began to cry,
"I thought it was for the best" I swallowed
She shook her head beggining to cry
"I want her back"

Hey guys
Sorry for this filler I have writers block again god damnit!
I hope everyone is okay,
Also
Ash Costello replied to my comment on Instagram I am dead.
I have never had anyone famous notice me before
Aww I feel loved
Anyways I am gonna go
I love you guys very very much
Seeya
Gem
Xx