My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

Sync In..

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Chris jolted awake in a cold metal chair,
His hands scrunched in his hoodie pockets and his messy hair stuck to his cheek, mostly hidden away by his hood.
He looked up at the light to see a spider crawling on it.
His eyes were heavy but a sudden flash wakened him suddenly and His whole body flinched and snapped out of his tense state,
He looked over to see someone who he did not expect to see.
It was none other than the girl on the train, Lillian.
She put down her fairly large camera.
"Good day" she spoke with her usual monotone voice.
"Hi" he sighed rubbing his tired eyes.
"May I ask what you are doing here?" She asked,
"might ask you the same actually"
"There was a recent stabbing, I am taking shots of the body" she said playing with her camera lens.
"My daughter she uhh got rushed in, b..breathing problems" he nodded trying not to get too emotional.
"I'm sorry Chris, I hope everything works out. She seemed strong when I first met her. I'm sure she will pull through" she said, her warm hand against his cold shoulder
He nodded at the affirmation and sat back in his chair listening to her doc martens squeak against the floor as she walked away.
-Chris's POV-
I looked at the clock,
Midnight.
I sighed,
The doctors never said a word to me,
She rushed her in and gave her a check up right in front of me,
As soon as he checked her neck he shook his head and lifted the restraints up at the side of the bed and rolled it away to another ward without a word.
He just.. Rushed her away.
And here I am 8 fucking hours later and I still don't know what the hell is going on.
I decided to go for a wander around the ward to stretch my long legs.
I got a coffee at the cafeteria and headed back seeing an little girl crying by herself in the play area.
I looked around and saw no one.
I walked over to her and kneeled down,
"Hey, you lost your mom?"
She shook her head no and continued to cry,
I noticed her pacifier was on the floor,
I picked it up and she sucked it up into her mouth like a vacuumed and she stopped crying immediately.
I nodded and left to sit back down in the hall way.
I drank my hot drink in the matter of minutes and I sat the empty cup next to my feet.
I closed my eyes pulling down my beanie as the irritating buzz of the light above me yet again filled my ears,

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Three empty cups later and the doctor finally came through the doors and shook him awake.
He jolted and sat up looking at the doctor with needy eyes begging him to tell him atleast a fraction what was wrong with his little one.
"Can I take you into my office"
Chris nodded eager to hear something.
'It's just another asthma attack'
'she got a chest infection'
'Anything like that right?'
All these things rushed through his mind as he sat down in the office,
In his office was a clear view of Madelyn's room. Which was located across the hall, She lay fast asleep in the bed.
"Okay I need to ask you questions before we begin okay"
"Right?"
"Your daughter has been open to cigarette smoke through her past life hasn't she"
"Yes," he said looking down,
"Okay so the reason why we took so long as we wanted to know the root reason for what she has"

"Okay? But couldn't you just treat her, I mean she can barely breathe for Christ's sake" he replied getting agitated.
" well we called Linda brown her care taker and she did say she was vulnerable to drug intake, cigarettes and the cold and damp"

-Chris's POV-
I nodded,
" well we initially thought that she would develop asthma"
I gulped,
"But unfortunately she has what he have worst feared"

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Madelyn looked over to the Commotion in the doctors office as she sat up in bed,
Muffled yelling and screaming from Chris could be heard,
She looked weakly over at Chris's aggression towards the doctor as he almost flipped the table.
She looked down sadly at her feet and curled her knees to her chin and closed her eyes.

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From Outside of the room, the hallway was even more heated.

Chris stormed out,
Hundreds of thoughts and emotions pulsed through his body,
His spine like a board,
He ran a cold sweat and he felt dizzy as if he was going to collapse,
His mouth because dry and his face turned grey at the doctors previous words.
His breathe became short and he ran his hands through his hair,
"Say it" he blurted out
"Say it again p..please" he let out almost breaking down,
There was a silence in the halls when the doctor finished,
His words would shatter his heart but he needed to hear it,
Once more..
Just for it to sync into his brain.

All that could be heard was the word.

"Cancer"

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