Lonesome

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One month later..

A mass had snow had coated Scranton in the last week.
The sky was grey and the air was filled with fog.
Icicles dripped from the tree branches that lined around Chris's house.
The house remained silent.
It has been lonesome for weeks.
Madelyn was no where to be seen.
Chris sighed and put up his Christmas decoration on his dull looking tree.
His heart ached as he wrapped the lights round it.
He switched on the red lights but the tree still looked solemn as ever.
He sighed and picked up the boxes.
He grunted at his aching back.
His phone rang and he picked it up.
It was balz.
"Hello?"
"Hey Chris, you alright"
"Shit, balz, awful"
"Still alone huh?"
"I don't understand , it's Christmas I should at least be able to visit my own daughter at Christmas"
"Yeah well the hospital did say the flu was going about and didn't want visitors in till it clears"
"It's Christmas Eve and I wanna see my baby girl, it's been two weeks"
"I know man I know"
"I better, go, merry Christmas"
"Merry Christmas"
"And a happy new year!" Sang balz,
He rolled his eyes and hung up,
He sighed, putting his hands over his tired eyes.
He hadn't sleeped in weeks from this.
He knew that Madelyn must feel awful being stuck in the same hospital bed, unable to walk barely at Christmas all alone.
He remember two weeks ago when they were not long off tour and Madelyn was given her first radiation therapy session.
She was taken on a chair and they put a massive machine over her lung area where he basically had to watch this lazed burn through her pale skin.
Her pale sink became red and bruised. She was bandaged up but even her t shirt was painful.
Chris had to lend her some of his shirts as they were loose enough not to touch her damaged skin.
As for her hair.
Mostly gone,
Maddy was ashamed. She said she looked like golem from Lord of the rings,
Chris don't don't see what she saw.
He found his girl beautiful. The strong kind of beautiful.
Floss had kept in touch also.
She visited the house and the hospital quite a lot and always seemed to get her mind off the cancer.
Chris didn't even bother with the whole take your makeup and slap on a face mask routine tonight,
He lay on the end he of the bed and rolled upwards wrapping his covers like a caterpillar or a burrito.
He curled up and sighed.
He got Comfy but realised her forgot to turn the bedside Lamp off
"Grrrrr fuck me right in the asshole!" He grumbled as he tried turning it off with his toe
That of course didn't work.
Banshee came along and started to lick his foot

Chris shook as he cringed. He hated that feeling, what ever that was.
"Stupid dog"
He tired gain with his foot but accidentally knocked the lamp off the table,
Hearing the light bulb smash and the room go dark
She shrugged and fell asleep.

About an hour later he opened his eyes

He didn't sleep at all. He just couldn't
He checked the time,
It was ten at night,
The city centre didn't close till midnight.
And all the Christmas lights would be still on with the giant Christmas tree display.
Chris smiled as he knew Maddy always wanted to go see the lights.
He slipped on some boots,
Put on a scarf and headed out into the cold.
He was determined about what he was about to do.
Not for him,
But for his little girl.

Happy birthday Chris motionless!
You 30 year old goth care bear!
I hope everyone is okay
I had to update today I just had to
Anyways I hope you all enjoyed this chapter.
Love you guys
Seeya
Gem
Xxx

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