My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

My Choice

-Madelyns POV-
I walked home from school, a nervous wreck,
Today was the day of the hospital results.
The sky was grey and my mind was even greyer, I got home and my dad was in the kitchen in the same mood,
He looked down, he was just as scared as I did,
I put down my school back and he looked over at me blank eyed,
"You ready for this" he said sadly,
"I'm not sure anymore" I shrugged
He bring me into a tight hug, warming me up instantly,
The phone went off,
Chris sighed and picked up the phone,
"Hello- what do you mean there is trouble at the studio- yes I know but I have some stuff going on right-
"Dad, it's okay, I'll go on my own, I'll tell you the news when I get home okay"
"You sure"
"Yeah, it's fine, I love you" I smiled,
"Love you too"

I smiled and left the house and headed to the doctors,

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My knee shook like crazy as I waited for my name to be called,
The roller coaster of emotions kicked off the second I walked into this place, and the smell of the hospital made me feel sick to the bone.
"Madelyn Cerulli?" The doctor called in a calm tone,
I stood up, my hands shaking which must have been disturbing for the people around me ba use I kept my house keys in my hand,
I sat down on the chair and stared into his eyes, worried out of my mind about what he was about to tell me,
"The results are back, and it isn't good news"
Thankfully he was taking this conversation slowly and one step at a time so I was able to swallow each bit of the truth down,
I felt his words sink into the pit of my stomach, I wanted to faint, or be in my dads arms right now but I was a brave girl and needed to know what is happening  to my body.
"The cancer has spread, this isn't un common for lung cancer patents, some get diagnosed with bone cancer, heart or even breast cancer but in this case, you have been diagnosed with throat cancer also"
I let out a small breath as tears pierced my eyes,
,"from what we have, you don't have long left, a week or so is normally the average life expectancy for those with throat cancer this late on,"
"How am I gonna tell my dad" I cried,
"This can be treated though"
I looked up in hope, wiping my tears away,
"We have one offer, where we can remove this cancer tumour which will add onto two months of your life expectancy span, even more at that, but we can only do it on this particular date"

He pointed at the sheet which had all the details, I looked at the date,
It said the 20th of December.
"Is there  something wrong?"
"It's just, my dance performance is that day"
"Well you'll just have to cancel then, your life is obviously important"
I looked up at him blank eyed, and sighed, tears dripping onto the page,
"It's your choice Madelyn, it's your choice"
My fingers shakily touched the pen on the desk,
I looked up at the doctor again.
It's my choice.

Hey guys
Hope your all okay xx
Is everyone excited for Christmas then xx
I uploaded my graveyard shift entry by the way, it is a phography shot of a broken cross tombstone, pretty proud of it actually but Anyways I'm gonna go,
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