My Little Black Swan- A Chris Motionless Fan-fiction

Disapointment

-Chris's POV-

I awoke from stirring in my sleep,
I sat up and looked around confused out my mind,
The birds tweeting and the warm golden sun hit my skin,
I heard little foot steps run towards the bedroom door,
The door swing open and out came Madelyn running towards the bed,
She was a little eight year old again, her cute little face lit up my face,
"Daddy! Daddy! I has something for you!"
"M-Maddy" I said, confused out my mind, tears pricking my eyes,
"Chwis? Why you upset"
I wiped my tears and smiled, "it's nothing darling, what have you got"
"It's Father's Day! Happy Father's Day daddy!"
I smiled and opened the box, I smiled to see her precious locket,
I was about to open it, but Maddy stopped me,
"You can't open it till the time is right though"
I smiled and kissed the top of her head,

I heard a roar of thunder from outside and Maddy squeaked and jumped into my arms,
I held her warm body close against mine as another roar of thunder struck making em jump back into reality,
Grey, grey sky, dull room and heavy rain beating against the sliding  window door.
"Where's- Maddy-" I looked around sadly in disappointment,
The warm one that I held in my arms wasn't Madelyn, it was just sleeping Olly,
I lay back, Olly on my stomach keeping me slightly warm,
I scrunched my eyes shut and my bottom lip quivered, I began to sob.
Holding the dog close.
I got out of bed and headed into Madelyn's room which was untouched,
I curiously opened the locket she told me only to open when the time was right.
I side was a picture of the whole band and her,
I smiled and kissed the treasured jewellery and got dressed.

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I headed out the door and got in the car,
I crossed the street to hear some teenagers yelling shit at me,
"Nice necklace faggot!!" They yelled referencing my locket.
It hurt to hear that.
I was emotional today, I have been doing better don't get me wrong but I do have days where my heart just aches.

I got out of the car and headed to the orphanage, I knocked on the door and a little girl answered.
"Chwis!,"
"Guys wook Chwis is here to read us a story again!" 
A bunch of kids came running to the door,
I chuckled, "sorry kids not today, I, just here to drop something off for Linda"
"Aww"
"I promise tomorrow okay?" I smiled,
"Yes Chwis your the best!"
They all ran inside and Linda came to the door,
"Listen Linda, i know you keep telling me how much I've helped you with visiting these kids ever so often but in all honesty I think these kids have helped me also"
"So I'm offering you this, I know it's not much but I want you to have it,"
She opened the envelope and gasped,
I gave her a two thousand dollar check towards the orphanage,
"Chris I dint know what to say I-
"You don't have to say anything" I smiled,
She hugged me tight. Tears welling up,
"There gonna be so pleased"
"Go, tell them" I grinned,
She ran inside and I smiled looking at the locket round my neck,
"Did I do good baby?"

Hey guys, again this isn't the end, the next chapter however will be infact the last so prepare yourselves
I won't update tomorrow as it is new years tomorrow so I hope everyone has a bad ass New Years tomorrow!
So until then I'll Seeya probably on the first of January so yeah!
Comment what you think,
Love you guys very much
All the best to the new year
Seeya in 2017!!
Gem
Xxx