An Outlet: Part 2

26 December, 2017.

Mom and I had birthday shopping plans today but weren't able to.

A relative of ours expired today. He was suffering from cancer. I went to their house for a couple of minutes because it was just two buildings across. I don't know if it's right when people say that it's good that people who are already suffering from an ailment die soon so that they don't have to suffer too much. I debate within myself about this topic and I still haven't figured out if I'm for or against it.

It's the eve of my birthday, by the way. This year, I've made a couple of cakes (just two or three but it's still too much for me) for my friends and family and they didn't turned out as bad as I had expected them to so I decided to bake a cake for myself. And Alex ofcourse. I share my birthday with him. So I did. I invested my entire afternoon making it.

And in the meanwhile we had guests in the form of my grandad and Amanda.

Amanda told me about her boyfriend. Well, she doesn't exclusively term him as a 'boyfriend' but they sure do act like they're dating so that's what I'm going call the guy.

I was first worried for Amanda cause she has never had good luck with guys nor has she had good friends that stuck with her. She's never had a boyfriend before and a couple who have asked her out, only wanted the physical aspects of a relationship or were downright 'nudes seekers'. How fucking annoying.

I didn't want this guy to use her and then just leave her suddenly. And Amanda doesn't take breaking of bonds really well.

But after getting to know more about their 'relationship', I don't think I have to worry about the guy leaving her. Instead I have to make sure Amanda isn't playing with him. My goodness, she has him on her fingertips. He does what ever she says. If she asks him to, he will apologise profusely even if it's not his fault. I witnessed that today. She seems like the dominant one in their relationship. So he considers them as a couple and even plans to marry her (Wut? Boi that's too soon. Calm your horses) but she isn't thinking about anything long term for now and is taking this very casually.

I mean... I don't know. Atleast I can be assured that Amanda won't be hurt.

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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ALEX AND ME! :D

Ooh did my bell just ring? Has someone come to wish us?!!