An Outlet: Part 2

30 January, 2018.

Today I revealed stuff I had decided not to disclose to anyone anymore.

Today, in Finance I got to know that my prof. really hates the FYs and is going to stop teaching them from next year. This comes as a surprise to me cause this prof. is one of those who can put the mischievous ones in their place. But on the other hand, we share mutual hatred towards the FYs so I say that's a good decision.

The rest of the lectures went pretty quickly. During Ms.Paula's lecture, I sat with this girl. She is not in my friend circle but we are pretty friendly with one another. We got talking about books and somehow Ms. Paula roped her into doing some work for the club. I really have to learn how to lure people in like that.

Anyways, today Ms. Paula had asked the WORD Comittee to stay back for some urgent work. There is a Year Booklet which we were supposed to make. It was supposed to include reports from last and this year along with our original work. The original deadline was Feb end but apparently they want it by the end of this week. Who the fuck do you think we are? Robots? Asking us to publish a book in less than a week. But we decided to do our best and sat for a considerable amount of time.

We worked from 1:30 to 6 PM. Ms. Paula had made Paul and I think about our childhood and make a poem based on the memories. We spoke a lot about the injuries we had as kids. At this point I had given up hope on studying for tomorrow's Law test so Paul and I hung out till 7:45PM. And this was where the first line of this chapter comes into the picture.

So I was eating my Maggi when Paul goes 'You never talk about your life. Have you never liked anyone in your life?'. Note that at this point I knew that he has an ex girlfriend and that he is currently dating someone and is planning to recreate the blue french horn scene from HIMYM for her birthday (Yeah, I didn't know he could get that sappy). So I told him about my school stuff and about the two incidents of my life that I had planned last year on not to revealing.

I think it was because I've been getting really comfortable with Paul and that has progressed throughout our friendship so I don't mind sharing stuff with him now. Another thing is that after 7th grade I really have never gotten into any major crush scenes and I can't lie and say that I've never liked somebody in my life.

So anyways, I told him my stuff and inturn he went in deeper with his harsh break up stor(ies). My god his last break up was baaaaad. He was a in long distance relationship with her and got back with her thrice only to see her fall for other guys, abuse, dump him and leave him heart broken. She fucking made a group chat of him and her sister where the two girls ranted the fuck out about him like who does that?! I would have never seen the guy if he did this to me but Paul was deep into it so.. meh. Good thing he's moved on.

I came back home by dinner time and studied a bit of Law but now I'm really tired and cannot read another word.