Cyrus walked out.
I know this is a serious situation but natawa ako sa aking naisip. Since highschool, ang hilig talaga ni Cyrus mag walkout. Dapat na ata siyang bigyan ng award na best in walkout. Sa aming dalawa, mas pabebe siya. He won't acknowledge that but it is the truth.
After Cyrus walkout, nagpaalam na din si Ephraim. Pagkaalis din ni Ephraim ay lumabas ako sa aking kwarto para hanapin si Cyrus. I need to talk to him. We need to talk about us. Natawa ako sa 'us'. Tama nga talaga si Edniel na dapat ko talagang klaruhin kung ano man ang meron sa amin. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng kaba. What if ako lang pala ang umaasang may comeback kaming dalawa? What if namisinterpret ko lang lahat ng kilos ni Cyrus? What if... he's already married? Or what if he is a single dad?
"Excuse me, have you seen Doc Cyrus?" I asked the nurse near to me.
"Ah si Doc. Nasa rooftop po siya."
I smiled and thanked her.
Ano ang ginagawa niya sa rooftop? Omg baka tatalon siya? Magpapakamatay ba siya dahil sa selos niya kay Ephraim? I laughed at my own thought. Asa ka Queeny. Ininiwan ka nga niya noon. But the thought of Cyrus being jealous thrills me.
Nagmadali akong umakyat patungong rooftop. I used the elevator ofcourse as if I would used the stairs just like what is usually seen in the movie. Nakakapagod kaya.
Before I open the door na patungo sa rooftop ay huminga muna ako ng malalim. I can feel my heart beating so fast. I practiced the words I'll say to Cyrus. Fuck. Why am I this nervous? I was also thrilled by the outcome of our talk.
I exhaled deeply and I opened the door with excitement and walks fastly towards the rooftop but I was astonished of what I saw.
I stopped walking. My mind went blank and my body is shaking. I can't even make another step. I can't even move.
Hindi ko na namalayan na unti-unti na palang pumapatak ang luha ko.
Cyrus was kissing a girl. I can't see the girl's face and all I can see was her back.
She's fucking gorgeous kahit likod pa lang niya ang nakikita ko. I can also tell that she's intelligent and classy- Cyrus' type. I smiled remembering Alice. Fuck. Even if I became a lawyer, I can't still meet his standards huh? Ano pa ba ang kulang sa akin?
I saw Cyrus looked at me but what surprised me more is when he grabbed her nape and kissed her even more.
I can't take the sight anymore.
I started to move even if my knees are still trembling.
I started turning around.
I can feel my aching heart.
Fuck this. I should have listened to Edniel.
I should have not expected.
I should have not assumed.
This hurts big time putangina. Yawa siya.
I need to go out to this hospital.
I need to breathe.
Yawa jud ka, Cyrus Jem Sandoval.
