Pluma At Puso

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      NOT ME

Hello,
How are you?
Are you doing fine?
Are you happy?
I miss you..
I miss all about you..

How I wish,
I was there by your side to see your smile.
To share the happiness and thoughts on what we love the most...
And unending laughter actually..

How I wish, I was there with you, telling that things will be alright.
How I wish I can handle the heaviness that you feel.

How I wish,
I can tell you jokes,
To ease the pain,
the worries
And the loneliness that you have.
To tap your shoulder
To wipe your tears
To refresh your overthinking mind,
And hug you tightly
As much as I can expand my body
For me to hold your hands
And lean your head
Above my shoulder
So I can let you sighed and cry
To make you comfortable and fine.

How I wish I can do that to you.
How I wish...the teleportation might exist..
So I can travel in your side from time to time.
So I can check on you..

But I guess...

Those wishes are just an impossible wishes...
Those wishes were just my dreams..

Those wishes...
Are just my wishes....
But someone's fate...
Someone's destiny...
Someone's happiness....
Someone's fullfillment...

And that someone...
Is the one whose with you right now,
In sickness and health...
In your ups and downs..
In your battles and victories..
In sunshine and rainy days...
In life and forever will be...

The one that stays...
That someone who will never leave you...no matter what...
That someone....
Who will love you more than his life.
That someone who will take care of you and your child.

That someone who'll be your partner when life hits you hard..
That someone who promised
That you'll be the one and only love of his life..
Always and forever..
And that someone...
Is not me.....