Broken Bonds

Chapter 105

Chapter 105:

The winter of this year seemed to come very late.

It wasn't until mid-December that the first snow of the winter came late and fell gently and finely unto the ground. Gently bathing the surroundings in soft white.

"Feili, the moon tonight is beautiful, do you want to see it? I know you always like to watch the moon. Although it is snowing outside, it doesn't matter. It won't freeze you."

Beitang Ao smiled gently, took a large fur and carefully dressed it for Yan Feili. He gently picked him up, carrying him as they came to the courtyard, and sat down in the warm pavilion.

At this time, the shape of the moon is the most complete. The faint silver light was bright and soft and exuded a dazzling charm.

Beitang Ao suddenly said softly: "I saw you for the first time on such a night. The moon was very round and bright that night, and the weather was equally cold. You rushed up from behind the mountainside on a horse, holding the reins in your hand. You were wearing a long sword, and a black uniform, you were looking so heroic, so tall and handsome. At that time, I thought I didn't know where you came from and I wanted to hunt down the idiot who wanted a share of Emperor Jian's head. But when I saw you, I felt a little surprised. Then you got off your horse, walked in front of me and looked straight at me..."

Beitang Ao helped him wrap his thick and soft fur on his body, he leaned against the warm couch, and hugged him tighter.

"I have never seen anyone look at me with such eyes. It was pure and clear. And so frank, so direct, as if there was a kind of flame flashing on those pupils. At that time, I thought, this guy who would look at me with such eyes , he must stay with me."

Beitang Ao chuckled.

"I gave you Emperor Jian and you killed him with a single sword without saying a word. It seemed that you didn't come here to hug Pan Yue at all, nor to fight for power, but just to kill him... Then you were at a loss after killing him. You were just standing there, in a daze. I didn't know where your mind was flying, and you didn't have any defense at all. I looked at your profile and thought, this guy is really interesting, but it's too bad, I wasn't really aware of whatever you were feeling. You had hidden it so well. How did you mess up?"

"At that time, the sword in my hand, as long as I swipe it lightly, you won't leave any traces in this world."

"But it's weird. I didn't even turn this thought at that time. Then, you suddenly turned around and looked at me like that. The look in your eyes...I will never forget."

Outside the warm pavilion, the snow flies, the moonlight shines, and the silver light is everywhere.

Beitang Ao looked confused and plunged into distant memories.

"I asked if you would like to go with me, and you agreed without hesitation. You were the leader of Pan Jun, with so many brothers, and it was better to find a foothold in those troubled times, than to be subdued by others. But you agreed so happily that I had to doubt your intentions for a while."

"I made you swear that you will live on me for life, and will never betray me for life. You did not hesitate to do it."

"I brought you back to the Heavenly Sect and broke the rules of the Sect. There were many people who refused to accept you and secretly found fault in everything you do. I know all these things, but I didn't even need to ask them. I didn't even tell you because I wanted to see how you can solve them."

"I didn't expect those to be difficult for you, but for half a year, you convinced them. You were gentle and popular, and you were easy to get together with others. But in order to avoid suspicion, you had to slowly alienate your original brothers...for so many years, you have never had a deep friendship with anyone, and you carefully kept your distance from everyone, you just followed me wholeheartedly.

"At first I wondered why you were willing to give so much, but then I gradually got used to it and took it for granted. Now I thought about it, I was really slow and tight."

The cold wind whipped up and the fallen snow had blown over, hitting the tent of the Nuan Pavilion, causing a slight movement.

The warmth in the pavilion was not affected at all, the breeze was floating, faint and vague, like a human sigh.

Beitang Ao stretched out his hand and stroked Yan Feili's eyebrows, his eyes showed tenderness, he lowered his head and kissed his temple tenderly.

"Feili, why did you fall in love with me? You know, I am a person who was indifferent and still indifferent, and doesn't care about anyone. I am not good looking, I don't like women, and naturally I don't like men. There were many things in this world but nothing could make me care."

"But I fell in love with you like this. If I want to come to you, it' s all destined..."

"In the demon forest that day, no matter what poison was used by those monsters, I was not afraid of them, but they used a love potion. I was unconscious at that time, and I didn't know how much I hurt you. I still remember the pool of blood on the grass. I was shocked. But you didn't even complain..."

"I know that you have been wronged. When that happened, I think although you didn't say it, but, you must have minded it. I went to Ming Dynasty and left you in the Floating Residence. I know you didn't want to be left behind, but you still didn't ask me to take you there. I was so indifferent to you at the time. Have you ever blamed me? Have you blamed me?"

The person in his arms looked calm, his eyelashes trembled lightly, it seemed that he was having a deep dream, and he didn't hold the turbid world.

Beitang Ao sighed and continued softly: "It was as if, for you, I didn't do something wrong, you won't even blame me. I took Li'er away, and you didn't complain. I married Lin Yanyan, and you didn't hate it. How can you be so tolerant of me?"

"Oh! I didn't know when you have become so important to me. When I found out you were hurt, I had left my sect affairs behind and rushed to the battlefield of Jiang State. In fact, I had a vague understanding of my own self at that time. My mind was denying it, but I always feel very incredible when I am with you."

Beitang Ao glazed his thin lips with his fingers, he lowered his head and couldn't help but drop a soft kiss on it.

"I was in love with you! I'm in love with a man! It's really good luck."

"But thank God, that person is you! Feili, Feili..."

Beitang Ao murmured softly with a light voice like a long sigh.

"I won't let you go, we will be together, never be separated..."

A drop of clear tears, seemingly joyful, melancholy, faintly, fell from that pale face.

Beitang Ao lowered his head again and with the tip of his tongue, he lightly rolled this precious tear between each other's lips and teeth...

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