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Dancing In My Room

Osamu connected his phone with his bluetooth speaker and jammed to some songs. Dancing around the room. Basically just vibing. Even his parents could hear his music from downstairs.

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𝘋𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮

𝘚𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘵

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He would fantasize about how happy he would be if Suna came over immediately, just to be a blushing mess and burying his face in his pillows.

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𝘛𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬

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His mood swings go from "i'm super happy" to "i just miss him"

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𝘊𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘺 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮

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Then he'd wonder if Suna even loved him. Insecurities would come in and he'd sit by his window as tears ran down his face. He'd look up and see fluffy cotton candy clouds.

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𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦

𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥

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Think positive

He plasters a smile on his face and continues dancing around his room, knowing Suna would be sad if he knew he was crying and the cycle repeats.

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𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺, 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘴

𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘴

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He'd remember how Suna cried on the phone, multiple times, complaining on how he hated his parents.

He wants to go over to Suna's and just hug him, cuddle him and shower him with kisses. But he couldn't. Suna's parents wouldn't be too happy to have Osamu over.

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𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨

'𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴

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They'd have to silence their own feelings for now...

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𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺

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Osamu always felt like all the kindness he gets from others are fake. So did Suna.

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𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮

𝘈𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘺

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If only they could hide in their rooms forever.

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𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯' 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘥𝘦

𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦

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If their parent's never change, they wonder if their relationship would ever change. Would they ever come out to others?

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𝘍𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘵, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦

𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 '𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺

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That's a later problem...For now...

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