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I haven't been home in like 2 weeks and neither has my mom, she's having all of our things sent to our new house because she said she can't take it. So she's still in Miami with her friend. I don't even know what the new house looks like.
"You really just won't talk because he said so?" Stokeley asked me making me look up at him.
Everyone was here, they had some release party going on so he was drunk as fuck.
I squinted my eyes at him but ignored him. Sober him doesn't push it and understands that talking to him in particular will get me in so much trouble.
Danny looked between us before sighing "aye stokes chill out" he told him but Stokeley seemed to ignore him like I just did to him.
He sat beside me and sighed "you can't let him push you around" he told me making me look around to see where he was.
"Stokeley please stop talking to me" I whispered making him suck his teeth.
"Stand up for yourself" he told me making me roll my eyes.
"I've tried, never goes right so just leave me alone" I told him and he sucked his teeth again, getting comfortable beside me.
"I'm just saying, maybe you aren't stern enough about it" he told me and I took a deep breath before looking up to see Jahseh looking at us with an raised eyebrow.
"Fuck" I whispered to myself, getting up from the couch and walking past him to his room upstairs.
I wonder how much he heard.
Honestly I tried not to do anything that'll piss him for real, I've been in my own lane and usually the guys leave me alone, even Ming. I guess Stokeley felt like something needed to be said though.
Jahseh came into the room behind me, locking the door.
"Why do we have to constantly have this conversation about the same nigga?" He asked me with a sigh.
My heart began to race as I looked up at him. I didn't know what to say.
"Why the fuck was y'all sitting so close?" He asked me.
I shrugged " he sat there" I told him and he nodded, yanking me up off the bed by my shirt making my breathing hitch.
I shook my head and tried to get him off of me "it's not my fault Jahseh" I told him.
"It is because I told you to stop doing the shit and you still did!" He yelled at me.
I was scared so I slipped out of the shirt and ran to the bathroom but his bathroom doesn't have a lock like mine does do I was just holding the door.
"Why're you running if you didn't do anything?" He asked me before pushing the door open.
" I'm scared" I told him and he nodded at me.
"Come here" he told me and I shook my head, staying back.
"I'm sorry, I'll stay in the room from now on" I told him and nodded but still grabbed me.
I tried my hardest to break my wrist free but it wasn't working making my chest tight. Because of the bruises I got last time I don't know what to expect from him this time, I learned that I don't know him like I thought I did.
"Seh let me go" I cried, still trying to get out of his hold before he smacked me.
My jaw dropped and my tears rolled down faster.
"Why?" I asked him, still trying to pull away.
"I'm not going to keep telling yo ass to stop with that shit! Stop!" He yelled at me, pressing me against the wall.
"Okay" I cried, trying to get away.
He sucked his teeth and let me go, leaving the room.
I bawled myself up and dropped my head, crying into my lap. I did not expect him to actually hit me.
I want to go home.
Is this what Ciara was warning me about? I don't like this feeling.
"Get up" Jahseh told me making me shake my head.
"Leave me alone" I told him, covering myself up more.
He sighed and I felt him sit in front of me making me move back.
"Why do you keep disrespecting me?" He asked me and I shook my head.
"I want to go to my mom" I told him making him smack his teeth again.
"Answer me" he told me and I shook my head.
"I didn't disrespect you, he was talking to me and he sat beside me, go hit him" I told him, starting to raise my voice.
"You talked back didn't you? When I said don't do that, I'll handle it" he told me making me smack my teeth and lay my head back.
"Leave me alone Jahseh" I mumbled.
"Because I'm right?" He asked me.
"No, because you hit me" I told him and he got silent.
"You gone take me to my mom or what?"I asked him and he shook his head.
"No" he spoke before standing and leaving again.
I sucked my teeth and got in the bed, forcing myself to sleep.
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