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Amia sighed as she sat in her room, very bored. She wanted to be with Jahseh but her mom had her stay home today and now she couldn't sleep. Her mom was at work and it was 4 in the morning.
Sleeping without Jahseh made her chest feel weird but she did it earlier just to wake up having a panic attack which is why she was up now. She tried calling him so she could calm herself but he didn't answer making her realize the time.
She decided to just go to his house. She knew it would probably be weird because it was so early in the morning but she needed the company.
She didn't understand that her body and mind were acting the way they were because of Jahseh. She just knew she was scared and emotional at the moment. She couldn't get her breathing right to even go back to sleep.
Putting on her shoes she walked downstairs and locked up the house before starting her walk. She walked as fast as she could because she didn't want anything to happen to her.
Getting to his house she took a shaky breath before knocking. She was afraid no one would be up and she'd be stuck standing out here.
Luckily for her Stokeley had just came in from going to a girls house. He hadn't seen her walking because he was on the opposite side. So the knock on the door confused him.
He went to the peephole first, seeing her curly hair he automatically recognized her making him sigh in relief. But now he was confused and a bit worried.
He opened the door to let her in, seeing her nervous face as she walked in.
"You okay?" He asked her and she nodded but she wasn't.
Mentally she wasn't well.
"How you get here?" He asked and she sighed.
"I walked Stokeley" she told him making him scrunch up his face.
"At 4 in the morning?" He asked her and she nodded.
"Well damn he's got you in the palm of his hand don't he?" He spoke, seriously concerned for her.
When he first met her she was quiet, you could tell she still wasn't for people shit now she just always looks so broken to him. He knew she had been through some things that weren't Jahseh's fault but he also knew the shit Jahseh did only made her weaker.
He sighed and walked behind her, closing the door "you know where he is" he told her and she nodded and walked up to his room.
She wondered why Stokeley started acting weird but didn't think too much about it. When she walked in Jahseh room, the door opening made him sit up from his sleep.
He rubbed his eyes trying to focus them to find out that it was Amia which confused him. He looked at the time before looking at her again.
She ignored his stare and took off her shoes and sweater before climbing into bed.
"I thought you were supposed to be spending all day with your mom" he spoke up and she nodded.
"The day is over Jahseh" she told him.
She cuddled up to him and it started to calm her breathing.
"What's wrong?" He asked her before she started to cry.
He didn't know what to do except pull her into him and hold her, he didn't understand why she was even crying right now.
She didn't understand it either she just knew she wasn't herself. At the moment she felt like she was being crushed by a weight she just didn't know how to handle it.
She used Jahseh as her solution because she knew he'd comfort her no matter what so she didn't see him as a problem even though he was her biggest one at the moment.
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